Now it is a fact, and not a very agreeable fact either, that a man with
a mass of noble qualities may fail to attract the kindliness and good
feeling towards him which a far less worthy individual, merely by
certain traits, or by the semblance of them, of a yielding, passive
nature is almost sure to acquire.
Conyers was generous, courageous, and loyal, in the most chivalrous
sense of that word, to every obligation of friendship. He was eminently
truthful and honorable; but he had two qualities whose baneful influence
would disparage the very best of gifts. He was “imperious,” and, in
the phrase of his brother officers, “he never gave in.” Some absurd
impression had been made on him, as a child, that obstinacy and
persistency were the noblest of attributes, and that, having said a
thing, no event or circumstance could ever occur to induce a change of
opinion.
Such a quality is singularly unfitted to youth, and marvellously out of
place in a regiment; hence was it that the “Rajah,” as he was generally
called by his comrades, had few intimates, and not one friend amongst
them.
If I have dwelt somewhat lengthily on these traits, it is because their
possessor is one destined to be much before us in this history. I will
but chronicle one other feature. I am sorry it should be a disqualifying
one. Owing in great measure, perhaps altogether, to his having
been brought up in the East, where Hindoo craft and subtlety were
familiarized to his mind from infancy, he was given to suspect that few
things were ever done from the motives ascribed to them, and that under
the open game of life was another concealed game, which was the real
one. As yet, this dark and pernicious distrust had only gone the length
of impressing him with a sense of his own consummate acuteness, an
amount of self-satisfaction, which my reader may have seen tingeing the
few words he exchanged with his Colonel before separating.
Let us see him now as he sits in a great easy-chair, his sprained ankle
resting on another, in a little honeysuckle-covered arbor of the garden,
a table covered with books and fresh flowers beside him, while Darby
stands ready to serve him from the breakfast-table, where a very
tempting meal is already spread out.
“So, then, I can't see your master, it seems,” said Con-yers, half
peevishly.
“Faix you can't; he's ten miles off by this. He got a letter by the
post, and set out half an hour after for Kilkenny. He went to your
honor's door, but seeing you was asleep he would n't wake you; 'but,
Darby,' says he, 'take care of that young gentleman, and mind,' says he,
'that he wants for nothing.'”
“Very thoughtful of _him_,--very considerate indeed,” said the youth;
but in what precise spirit it is not easy to say.
“Who lives about here? What gentlemen's places are there, I mean?”
“There's Lord Carrackmore, and Sir Arthur Godfrey, and Moore of
Ballyduff, and Mrs. Powerscroft of the Grove--”
“Do any of these great folks come down here?”
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