“What do I know about etiquette? If you'd have said, 'Tom Dill, I want
to be introduced to your sister,' I 'd have guessed what you were at,
and I 'd have said, 'Come back in the boat with me to-morrow, and so you
shall.'”
“It's a bargain, then, Dill. I want two or three things in the village,
and I accept your offer gladly.”
Not only was peace now ratified between them, but a closer feeling of
intimacy established; for poor Tom, not much spoiled by any excess of
the world's sympathy, was so delighted by the kindly interest shown him,
that he launched out freely to tell all about himself and his fortunes,
how hardly treated he was at home, and how ill usage had made him
despondent, and despondency made him dissolute. “It's all very well to
rate a fellow about his taste for low pleasures and low companions; but
what if he's not rich enough for better? He takes them just as he
smokes cheap tobacco, because he can afford no other. And do you know,”
continued he, “you are the first real gentleman that ever said a kind
word to me, or asked me to sit down in his company. It's even so strange
to me yet, that maybe when I 'm rowing home to-night I 'll think it's
all a dream,--that it was the wine got into my head.”
“Is not some of this your own fault?” broke in Conyers. “What if you had
held your head higher--”
“Hold my head higher!” interrupted Tom. “With this on it, eh?” And he
took up his ragged and worn cap from the ground, and showed it. “Pride
is a very fine thing when you can live up to it; but if you can't it's
only ridiculous. I don't say,” added he, after a few minutes of silence,
“but if I was far away from this, where nobody knew me, where I did n't
owe little debts on every side, and was n't obliged to be intimate
with every idle vagabond about--I don't say but I'd try to be something
better. If, for instance, I could get into the navy--”
“Why not the army? You 'd like it better.”
“Ay! but it 's far harder to get into. There's many a rough fellow like
myself aboard ship that they would n't take in a regiment. Besides, how
could I get in without interest?”
“My father is a Lieutenant-General. I don't know whether he could be of
service to you.”
“A Lieutenant-General!” repeated Tom, with the reverential awe of one
alluding to an actual potentate.
“Yes. He has a command out in India, where I feel full sure he could
give you something. Suppose you were to go out there? I 'd write a
letter to my father and ask him to befriend you.”
“It would take a fortune to pay the journey,” said Tom, despondingly.
“Not if you went out on service; the Government would send you free of
cost. And even if you were not, I think we might manage it. Speak to
your father about it.”
“No,” said he, slowly. “No; but I 'll talk it over with Polly. Not but
I know well she'll say, 'There you are, castle-building and romancing.
It's all moonshine! Nobody ever took notice of you,--nobody said he 'd
interest himself about you.'”
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