“I see that Polly, my sister, was right; that she knew you better than
any of us,” said Tom, boldly, for a sudden rush of courage had now
filled his heart. “She said, 'Don't let him turn your head, Tom, with
his fine promises. He was in good humor and good spirits when he made
them, and perhaps meant to keep them too; but he little knows what
misery disappointment brings, and he'll never fret himself over the
heavy heart he's giving you, when he wakes in the morning with a change
of mind.' And then, she said another thing,” added he, after a pause.
“And what was the other thing?”
“She said, 'If you go up there, Tom,' says she, 'dressed out like a
shopboy in his Sunday suit, he'll be actually shocked at his having
taken an interest in you. He 'll forget all about your hard lot and
your struggling fortune, and only see your vulgarity.' 'Your
vulgarity,'--that was the word.” As he said this, his lip trembled, and
the chair he leaned on shook under his grasp.
“Go back, and tell her, then, that she was mistaken,” said Conyers,
whose own voice now quavered. “Tell her that when I give my word I keep
it; that I will maintain everything I said to you or to your father;
and that when she imputed to me an indifference as to the feelings of
others, she might have remembered whether she was not unjust to mine.
Tell her that also.”
[Illustration: 140]
“I will,” said Tom, gravely. “Is there anything more?” “No, nothing
more,” said Conyers, who with difficulty suppressed a smile at the words
and the manner of his questioner. “Good-bye, then. You 'll send for me
when you want me,” said Tom; and he was out of the room, and half-way
across the lawn, ere Conyers could recover himself to reply.
Conyers, however, flung open the window, and cried to him to come back.
“I was nigh forgetting a most important part of the matter, Tom,” said
he, as the other entered, somewhat pale and anxious-looking. “You told
me, t' other day, that there was some payment to be made,--some sum to
be lodged before you could present yourself for examination. What about
this? When must it be done?”
“A month before I go in,” said Tom, to whom the very thought of the
ordeal seemed full of terror and heart-sinking.
“And how soon do you reckon that may be?”
“Polly says not before eight weeks at the earliest. She says we 'll
have to go over Bell on the Bones all again, and brush up the Ligaments,
besides. If it was the Navy, they 'd not mind the nerves; but they tell
me the Army fellows often take a man on the fifth pair, and I know if
they do me, it's mighty little of India I 'll see.”
“Plucked, eh?”
“I don't know what you mean by 'plucked,' but I 'd be turned back, which
is, perhaps, the same. And no great disgrace, either,” added he, with
more of courage in his voice; “Polly herself says there's days she could
n't remember all the branches of the fifth, and the third is almost as
bad.”
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