Short stories, English; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
For a long time they marched through the fog, drawing ever nearer
to the cannonade. There were no more halts. Nevertheless it seemed
to the subaltern that their progress was wilfully, culpably slow.
As a matter of fact, the column, responding to the magnetism of
battle, had involuntarily quickened pace. The physical anxiety of
the subaltern communicated itself to, and was misinterpreted by, his
brain. He imagined that he was concerned wholly for the fate of the
army if deprived of the valuable support of the brigade to which
he was attached. He conceived enormous disasters hinging on their
non-appearance. Suddenly he noticed, with surprise, that his knees were
trembling against the saddle, his hands shaking as they held the reins.
This discovery startled him. His anxiety for the army was obliterated
by another. Could he be sure of himself? A spasm of alarm shot through
him. Would that calm mysterious higher self in him lose control? He had
a glimpse of himself in a whirlwind of sensations, a maddened animal
dashing to escape. It must not be. He exercised his volition as an
athlete exercises a muscle, testing it. Desperately, he willed himself
to immobility. The tremor in his limbs did not cease. He agonised
lest someone should perceive it. Sweat broke out on his forehead.
Nevertheless his brain was clear. He held fast to that. Never mind
what his body did, at all costs his brain must be kept clear and cool.
Engaged in these introspections he forgot the fog, forgot the lagging
brigade, forgot the ever-swelling uproar in front of him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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