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In one Captain Douglas, as Mrs. Rampound Pilby told the Lord Chancellor,
the suppressed ingenuity broke out in disconcerting mystifications and
practical jokes that led to a severance from Portsmouth, in the other
the pent-up passions came out before the other ingredients in an
uncontrollable devotion to the obvious and challenging femininity of
Miss Madeleine Philips.... His training had made him proof against
ordinary women, deaf as it were to their charms, but she—she had
penetrated. And impulsive forces that have been pent up—go with a bang
when they go....
The first strand in the composition of Captain Douglas has still to be
accounted for, the sinister strain of intelligence and inventiveness and
lively curiosity. On that he had kept a warier hold. So far that had not
been noted against him. He had his motor bicycle, it is true, at a time
when motor bicycles were on the verge of the caddish; to that extent a
watchful eye might have found him suspicious; that was all that showed.
I wish I could add it was all that there was, but other things—other
things were going on. Nobody knew about them. But they were going on
more and more.
He read books.
Not decent fiction, not official biographies about other fellows’
fathers and all the old anecdotes brought up to date and so on, but
books with ideas,—you know, philosophy, social philosophy, scientific
stuff, all that rot. _The sort of stuff they read in mechanics’
institutes._
He thought. He could have controlled it. But he did not attempt to
control it. He _tried_ to think. He knew perfectly well that it wasn’t
good form, but a vicious attraction drew him on.
He used to sit in his bedroom-study at Sandhurst, with the door locked,
and write down on a bit of paper what he really believed and why. He
would cut all sorts of things to do this. He would question—things no
properly trained English gentleman ever questions.
And—he experimented.
This you know was long before the French and American aviators. It was
long before the coming of that emphatic lead from abroad without which
no well-bred English mind permits itself to stir. In the darkest secrecy
he used to make little models of cane and paper and elastic in the hope
that somehow he would find out something about flying. Flying—that
dream! He used to go off by himself to lonely places and climb up as
high as he could and send these things fluttering earthward. He used to
moon over them and muse about them. If anyone came upon him suddenly
while he was doing these things, he would sit on his model, or pretend
it didn’t belong to him, or clap it into his pocket, whichever was most
convenient, and assume the vacuous expression of a well-bred gentleman
at leisure—and so far nobody had caught him. But it was a dangerous
practice.
And finally, and this now is the worst and last thing to tell of his
eccentricities, he was keenly interested in the science of his
profession and intensely ambitious.
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