And so in the utter silence of the night and in the loneliness of her
chamber did Beatrice dedicate herself to sacrifice upon the altar of
her immeasurable love. She would face the last agonies of death when
the bloom of her youthful strength and beauty was but opening as a rose
in June. She would do more, she would brave the threatened vengeance of
the most High, coming before Him a self murderess, and with but one
plea for pity—that she loved so well: _quia multum amavit_. Yes, she
would do all this, would leave the warm world in the dawning summer of
her days, and alone go out into the dark—alone would face those visions
which might come—those Shapes of terror, and those Things of fear, that
perchance may wait for sinful human kind. Alone she would go—oh, hand
in hand with him it had been easy, but this must not be. The door of
utter darkness would swing to behind her, and who could say if in time
to come it should open to Geoffrey’s following feet, or if he might
ever find the path that she had trod. It must be done, it should be
done! Beatrice rose from her seat with bright eyes and quick-coming
breath, and swore before God, if God there were, that she would do it,
trusting to Him for pardon and for pity, or failing these—for sleep.
Yes, but first she must once more look upon Geoffrey’s dear face—and
then farewell!
Pity her! poor mistaken woman, making of her will a Providence, rushing
to doom. Pity her, but do not blame her overmuch, or if you do, then
blame Judith and Jephtha’s daughter and Charlotte Corday, and all the
glorious women who from time to time have risen on this sordid world of
self, and given themselves as an offering upon the altars of their
love, their religion, their honour or their country!
It was finished. Now let her rest while she could, seeing what was to
come. With a sigh for all that was, and all that might have been,
Beatrice lay down and soon slept sweetly as a child.
CHAPTER XXVII.
THE HOUSE OF COMMONS
Next day was Sunday. Beatrice did not go to church. For one thing, she
feared to see Owen Davies there. But she took her Sunday school class
as usual, and long did the children remember how kind and patient she
was with them that day, and how beautifully she told them the story of
the Jewish girl of long ago, who went forth to die for the sake of her
father’s oath.
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