Nearly all the rest of the day and evening she spent in writing that
which we shall read in time—only in the late afternoon she went out for
a little while in her canoe. Another thing Beatrice did also: she
called at the lodging of her assistant, the head school teacher, and
told her it was possible that she would not be in her place on the
Tuesday (Monday was, as it chanced, a holiday). If anybody inquired as
to her absence, perhaps she would kindly tell them that Miss Granger
had an appointment to keep, and had taken a morning’s holiday in order
to do so. She should, however, be back that afternoon. The teacher
assented without suspicion, remarking that if Beatrice could not take a
morning’s holiday, she was sure she did not know who could.
Next morning they breakfasted very early, because Mr. Granger and
Elizabeth had to catch the train. Beatrice sat through the meal in
silence, her calm eyes looking straight before her, and the others,
gazing on them, and at the lovely inscrutable face, felt an indefinable
fear creep into their hearts. What did this woman mean to do? That was
the question they asked of themselves, though not of each other. That
she meant to do something they were sure, for there was purpose written
on every line of her cold face.
Suddenly, as they sat thinking, and making pretence to eat, a thought
flashed like an arrow into Beatrice’s heart, and pierced it. This was
the last meal that they could ever take together, this was the last
time that she could ever see her father’s and her sister’s faces. For
her sister, well, it might pass—for there are some things which even a
woman like Beatrice can never quite forgive—but she loved her father.
She loved his very faults, even his simple avarice and self-seeking had
become endeared to her by long and wondering contemplation. Besides, he
was her father; he gave her the life she was about to cast away. And
she should never see him more. Not on that account did she hesitate in
her purpose, which was now set in her mind, like Bryngelly Castle on
its rock, but at the thought tears rushed unbidden to her eyes.
Just then breakfast came to an end, and Elizabeth hurried from the room
to fetch her bonnet.
“Father,” said Beatrice, “if you can before you go, I should like to
hear you say that you do not believe that I told you what was
false—about that story.”
“Eh, eh!” answered the old man nervously, “I thought that we had agreed
to say nothing about the matter at present.”
“Yes, but I should like to hear you say it, father. It cuts me that you
should think that I would lie to you, for in my life I have never
wilfully told you what was not true;” and she clasped her hands about
his arms, and looked into his face.
He gazed at her doubtfully. Was it possible after all she was speaking
the truth? No; it was not possible.
“I can’t, Beatrice,” he said—“not that I blame you overmuch for trying
to defend yourself; a cornered rat will show fight.”
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