Owen Davies ventured no further remarks. He felt that Elizabeth’s
manner was a little crushing, and he was afraid of her as well. “I
suppose that she does not think I am good enough to pay attention to
her sister,” he thought to himself as he plunged into the night and
rain. “Well, she is quite right—I am not fit to black her boots. Oh,
God, I thank Thee that Thou hast saved her life. I thank Thee—I thank
Thee!” he went on, speaking aloud to the wild winds as he made his way
along the cliff. “If she had been dead, I think that I must have died
too. Oh, God, I thank Thee—I thank Thee!”
The idea that Owen Davies, Esq., J.P., D.L., of Bryngelly Castle,
absolute owner of that rising little watering-place, and of one of the
largest and most prosperous slate quarries in Wales, worth in all
somewhere between seven and ten thousand a year, was unfit to black her
beautiful sister’s boots, was not an idea that had struck Elizabeth
Granger. Had it struck her, indeed, it would have moved her to
laughter, for Elizabeth had a practical mind.
What did strike her, as she turned and watched the rich squire’s sturdy
form vanish through the doorway into the dark beyond, was a certain
sense of wonder. Supposing she had never seen that shiver of returning
life run up those white limbs, supposing that they had grown colder and
colder, till at length it was evident that death was so firmly
citadelled within the silent heart, that no human skill could beat his
empire back? What then? Owen Davies loved her sister; this she knew and
had known for years. But would he not have got over it in time? Would
he not in time have been overpowered by the sense of his own utter
loneliness and given his hand, if not his heart, to some other woman?
And could not she who held his hand learn to reach his heart? And to
whom would that hand have been given, the hand and all that went with
it? What woman would this shy Welsh hermit, without friends or
relations, have ever been thrown in with except herself—Elizabeth—who
loved him as much as she could love anybody, which, perhaps, was not
very much; who, at any rate, desired sorely to be his wife. Would not
all this have come about if she had never seen that eyelid tremble, and
that slight quiver run up her sister’s limbs? It would—she knew it
would.
Elizabeth thought of it as for a moment she stood in the passage, and a
cold hungry light came into her neutral tinted eyes and shone upon her
pale face. But she choked back the thought; she was scarcely wicked
enough to wish that her sister had not been brought back to life. She
only speculated on what might have happened if this had come about,
just as one works out a game of chess from a given hypothetical
situation of the pieces.
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