It was too much, for though his words were nothing the tone in which he
spoke gave them a sting. Beatrice, already disturbed in mind by the
scene through which she had passed, her breast already throbbing with a
vague trouble of which she did not know the meaning, for once in her
life lost control of herself and grew hysterical. Her grey eyes filled
with tears, the corners of her sweet mouth dropped, and she looked very
much as though she were going to burst out weeping.
“It is most unkind of you,” she said, with a half sob. “If you knew how
much I have to put up with, you would not speak to me like that. I know
that you do not believe me; very well, I will tell you the truth. Yes,
though I have no business to do it, and you have no right—none at
all—to make me do it, I will tell you the truth, because I cannot bear
that you should not believe me. Mr. Davies did want me to marry him and
I refused him. I put him off for a while; I did this because I knew
that if I did not he would go to my father. It was cowardly, but my
father would make my life wretched——” and again she gave a half-choked
sob.
Much has been said and written about the effect produced upon men by
the sight of a lady in, or on the border line of tears, and there is no
doubt that this effect is considerable. Man being in his right mind is
deeply moved by such a spectacle, also he is frightened because he
dreads a scene. Now most people would rather walk ten miles in their
dress shoes than have to deal with a young lady in hysterics, however
modified. Putting the peculiar circumstances of the case aside,
Geoffrey was no exception to this rule. It was all very well to cross
spears with Beatrice, who had quite an equal wit, and was very capable
of retaliation, but to see her surrender at discretion was altogether
another thing. Indeed he felt much ashamed of himself.
“Please don’t—don’t—be put out,” he said. He did not like to use the
word “cry.” “I was only laughing at you, but I ought not to have spoken
as I did. I did not wish to force your confidence, indeed I did not. I
never thought of such a thing. I am so sorry.”
His remorse was evidently genuine, and Beatrice felt somewhat appeased.
Perhaps it did not altogether grieve her to learn that she could make
him feel sorry.
“You did not force my confidence,” she said defiantly, quite forgetting
that a moment before she had reproached him for making her speak. “I
told you because I did not choose that you should think I was not
speaking the truth—and now let us change the subject.” She imposed no
reserve on him as to what she had revealed; she knew that there was no
necessity to do so. The secret would be between them—another dangerous
link.
Beatrice recovered her composure and they walked slowly on.
“Tell me, Mr. Bingham,” she said presently, “how can a woman earn her
living—I mean a girl like myself without any special qualifications?
Some of them get on.”
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