“Well,” he answered, “that depends upon the girl. What sort of a living
do you mean? You are earning a living now, of a kind.”
“Yes, but sometimes, if only I could manage it, I think that I should
like to get away from here, and take another line, something bigger. I
do not suppose that I ever shall, but I like to think of it sometimes.”
“I only know of two things which a woman can turn to,” he said, “the
stage and literature. Of course,” he added hastily, “the first is out
of the question in your case.”
“And so is the other, I am afraid,” she answered shaking her head,
“that is if by literature you mean imaginative writing, and I suppose
that is the only way to get into notice. As I told you I lost my
imagination—well, to be frank, when I lost my faith. At one time I used
to have plenty, as I used to have plenty of faith, but the one went
with the other, I do not understand why.”
“Don’t you? I think I do. A mind without religious sentiment is like a
star without atmosphere, brighter than other stars but not so soft to
see. Religion, poetry, music, imagination, and even some of the more
exalted forms of passion, flourish in the same soil, and are, I
sometimes think, different manifestations of the same thing. Do you
know it is ridiculous to hear you talk of having lost your faith,
because I don’t believe it. At the worst it has gone to sleep, and will
wake up again one day. Possibly you may not accept some particular form
of faith, but I tell you frankly that to reject all religion simply
because you cannot understand it, is nothing but a form of atrocious
spiritual vanity. Your mind is too big for you, Miss Granger: it has
run away with you, but you know it is tied by a string—it cannot go
far. And now perhaps you will be angry again.”
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