Canada -- History -- War of 1812 -- Juvenile fiction; Girls -- Juvenile fiction
The last words came as a shock to Percy, who wondered what kind of
sinful life could be lived by a boy under seven in a respectable
home. But the congregation saw nothing incongruous in it; they
shouted "Amens" and "Hallilujah" as the speaker paused, then
listened, many groaning aloud as he went on to tell of his "fall from
grace". His parents moved from Derry into the country where there
were no Methodists, and he drifted with other boys into attending
cock-fights, and horse races on Sundays. At sixteen he was bound out
for three years to learn his trade at a muslin factory. The hours
there were long, and the work and confinement very hard to a boy
accustomed to the indulgence of home. "I felt like Israel in Egypt
in bondage under taskmasters," he said quaintly, "but in my dungeon I
saw the Cloud, the Pillar, the Rock, the quails and the manna that I
had rejected, and I hungered for them. I joined the Methodist
Society as a probationer, I read the Bible daily on my knees, I
retired for prayer seven times a day, I fasted entirely every Friday,
and kept close watch over my words and conduct, hoping to find peace
with God. The persecutions of my shopmates were hot and heavy, but I
was convinced I must be singular, I felt it was life or death--death
to live after the flesh. Mental distress and severe fasting reduced
me to a skeleton, and my master kindly sent me home on a visit, but
it was my soul that was suffering, I felt I had sinned beyond the
mercy of God. I was tempted to give up. If God could not pardon me
I had better know the worst of my case at once, by putting an end to
my miserable life. I took a rope to an old warehouse one night,
fixed it to a beam, and made a noose."
He paused dramatically, and his audience leaned forward with excited
faces. All the colour and passion that raised their lives from
grayness was in the unseen world. The excitement that outsiders
sought in theatre and lurid novel, in war and gambling for high
stakes, the early Methodist found in these soul-conflicts with the
Enemy.
In a wonderfully soft voice Ferguson continued, "As clear as if
spoken I heard the words, 'Pray first'. I instantly fell on my face,
crying to God for Christ's sake to have mercy on me--on vile and
wretched me. In a moment the rock was smitten, and I rested on
Christ. I threw myself in the Blood of the Atonement crying--'Wash
me thoroughly from my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin.' In a
moment hope took the place of despair. I had peace with God. I
loved God above all things. Christ was the altogether lovely."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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