Perhaps it was a lover’s despair that had precipitated him into the
mire of politics. She conceived the impression that it must be so, and
throughout the day she had an inexplicable unsweet pleasure in inciting
him to argumentation and combating him, though she was compelled to
admit that he had been colloquially charming antecedent to her naughty
provocation; and though she was indebted to him for his patient decorum
under the weary wave of the Reverend Mr. Brisk. Now what does it matter
what a woman thinks in politics? But he deemed it of great moment.
Politically, he deemed that women have souls, a certain fire of life
for exercise on earth. He appealed to reason in them; he would not hear
of convictions. He quoted the Bevisham doctor: “Convictions are
generally first impressions that are sealed with later prejudices,” and
insisted there was wisdom in it. Nothing tired him, as he had said, and
addressing woman or man, no prospect of fatigue or of hopeless effort
daunted him in the endeavour to correct an error of judgement in
politics—_his_ notion of an error. The value he put upon speaking,
urging his views, was really fanatical. It appeared that he canvassed
the borough from early morning till near midnight, and nothing would
persuade him that his chance was poor; nothing that an entrenched Tory
like her father, was not to be won even by an assault of all the
reserve forces of Radical pathos, prognostication, and statistics.
Only conceive Nevil Beauchamp knocking at doors late at night, the
sturdy beggar of a vote! or waylaying workmen, as he confessed without
shame that he had done, on their way trooping to their midday meal;
penetrating malodoriferous rooms of dismal ten-pound cottagers, to
exhort bedraggled mothers and babes, and besotted husbands; and exposed
to rebuffs from impertinent tradesmen; and lampooned and travestied,
shouting speeches to roaring men, pushed from shoulder to shoulder of
the mob!...
Cecilia dropped a curtain on her mind’s picture of him. But the
blinding curtain rekindled the thought that the line he had taken could
not but be the desperation of a lover abandoned. She feared it was, she
feared it was not. Nevil Beauchamp’s foe persisted in fearing that it
was not; his friend feared that it was. Yet why? For if it was, then he
could not be quite in earnest, and might be cured. Nay, but earnestness
works out its own cure more surely than frenzy, and it should be
preferable to think him sound of heart, sincere though mistaken.
Cecilia could not decide upon what she dared wish for his health’s
good. Friend and foe were not further separable within her bosom than
one tick from another of a clock; they changed places, and next his
friend was fearing what his foe had feared: they were inextricable.
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