“With your friend Renée. And those are the hills of Petrarch’s tomb?
They are mountains.”
They were purple beneath a large brooding cloud that hung against the
sun, waiting for him to enfold him, and Nevil thought that a tomb there
would be a welcome end, if he might lift Renée in one wild flight over
the chasm gaping for her. He had no language for thoughts of such a
kind, only tumultuous feeling.
She was immoveable, in perfect armour.
He said despairingly, “Can you have realized what you are consenting
to?”
She answered, “It is my duty.”
“Your duty! it’s like taking up a dice-box, and flinging once, to
certain ruin!”
“I must oppose my father to you, friend. Do you not understand duty to
parents? They say the English are full of the idea of duty.”
“Duty to country, duty to oaths and obligations; but with us the heart
is free to choose.”
“Free to choose, and when it is most ignorant?”
“The heart? ask it. Nothing is surer.”
“That is not what we are taught. We are taught that the heart deceives
itself. The heart throws your dicebox; not prudent parents.”
She talked like a woman, to plead the cause of her obedience as a girl,
and now silenced in the same manner that she had previously excited
him.
“Then you are lost to me,” he said.
They saw the gondola returning.
“How swiftly it comes home; it loitered when it went,” said Renée.
“There sits my father, brimming with his picture; he has seen one more!
We will congratulate him. This little boulevard is not much to speak
of. The hills are lovely. Friend,” she dropped her voice on the
gondola’s approach, “we have conversed on common subjects.”
Nevil had her hand in his, to place her in the gondola.
She seemed thankful that he should prefer to go round on foot. At
least, she did not join in her father’s invitation to him. She leaned
back, nestling her chin and half closing her eyes, suffering herself to
be divided from him, borne away by forces she acquiesced in.
Roland was not visible till near midnight on the Piazza. The
promenaders, chiefly military of the garrison, were few at that period
of social protestation, and he could declare his disappointment aloud,
ringingly, as he strolled up to Nevil, looking as if the cigar in his
mouth and the fists entrenched in his wide trowsers-pockets were
mortally at feud. His adventure had not pursued its course luminously.
He had expected romance, and had met merchandize, and his vanity was
offended. To pacify him, Nevil related how he had heard that since the
Venetian rising of “49, Venetian ladies had issued from the ordeal of
fire and famine of another pattern than the famous old Benzon one, in
which they touched earthiest earth. He praised Republicanism for that.
The spirit of the new and short-lived Republic wrought that change in
Venice.
“Oh, if they’re republican as well as utterly decayed,” said Roland, “I
give them up; let them die virtuous.”
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