England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
The three of them sat in the kitchen without fire or light, and the
younger men said nothing while the old man put his case. They stared
at him dumbly in the dusky place, seeing little through the gloom
but the silver of hair and whisker round his head, and hearing his
voice, when they looked away, as if it came from nobody at all, the
vibrating old voice that had mostly been used for greeting and song
and seemed to have borrowed a sweetness from the violin. There were
only the three of them in the shadowed room, but it always seemed
possible that there might be more. Sometimes, indeed, Thomas forgot
that John was no longer there, and strained his eyes towards the
corners to make sure. He had always been so still and rare of speech
that death did not seem to have taken him away. Afterwards, it seemed
to Thomas that many had sat in judgment on the case, for shame can
multiply a face or two into a crowd. The wettest moon he had ever
seen had suddenly appeared at a pane, like a stranger walking and
staring round the house; and where the waves were breaking below the
farmyard wall was the dismal wash of a rain-whipped, lifeless tide.
Old Christopher Sill had not beaten about the bush; indeed, he was
disconcertingly direct. He told them quite simply that he had had
notice to quit, making no attempt at either excuse or complaint.
Both, of course, had guessed that the end was getting near, but it
came as a shock when finally declared. The thing was common enough,
indeed, in such lives as theirs, but it had not happened to the
Sills for more than a hundred years. They had just gone on, father
and son, until they chanced to come to Kit, and, if John had lived,
he might very possibly have gone on, too. They had often wondered,
Thomas and Bob, why he had never pressed his father to resign, but
they guessed at the double reason now. John’s feet had long been set
on a different road, and the money behind the farm had been dwindling
every year. Money vanished with Kit as the notes of his fiddle
fluted out to sea, and he troubled as little about it as about the
music-gold that he could so easily recreate. The steady downgrade
on which he had lived had not been able to push the lesson home. It
had never seemed possible that he could leave the farm, and the bare
formality of a notice to quit could not make it possible now. Surely
there could be nothing more right than that a man should spend his
last breath where he was born, and especially one of the rooted,
marsh-bred Sills? He only asked for a year or two at the end of all
that had gone; couldn’t Thomas and Bob see that he had that? A year
or two, happen—and happen not so much. He wouldn’t be long at his
dying, he felt sure.
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