England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
Kit never spoke or stirred while Bob argued and Thomas denied,
the deep, slow voices rising a little towards the end, but never
once growing bitter or unkind. Abuse and bickering had always been
strangers under that roof, and even Thomas’s sullen rage did not vent
itself in speech. He spoke seldom, indeed, as seldom as he could, and
then only dour refusals to consider the matter at all, retreating
further and further out of the path of the moon. But throughout the
whole scene Kit never said another word, and his sons did not think
it strange. He was of the sort that makes its appeal and then stands
aside, leaving others to argue and settle its fate. He had pleaded
his case with a childlike certainty that somebody would step in, and
the matter was fought to an end without his help. Even when Thomas
had said nay for the last time—the hundredth, miserable, degrading
time, so it seemed—his father had not spoken again. Perhaps even then
he hoped and had faith, that faith in chance which dreamers carry
to their graves; or perhaps he guessed the hold of the tie to which
Thomas would give no name.
“Ay, well, happen you’ll sleep on’t,” Bob had said, rising at last,
and speaking even to the end as if his father were not there.
“There’s nowt else I can think on as’ll likely change your mind,
and I doubt I’d ha’ been wiser not to say so much. But it’s hard to
stand by when you can’t do nowt to help, and see as others as can
all right but happen won’t. There’s a home for the old man at our
house whenever he likes to come, and right welcome he’ll be under any
roof of mine. As for Marget, she’ll likely kick a bit at first, but
I’ll get her round to it after a deal o’ talk. She’ll come to it all
right, same as other folks have done, and it’s queer if I can’t give
my father a share of my own spot.”
“I’ll lend a hand wi’ the keep,” Thomas muttered, out of the dark,
and Bob nodded in answer, turning to the door. He knew well enough
what his offer of a home was worth, among weakly, ill-tempered
children and under a nagging shrew. He knew as well as Thomas or Kit
that it would only be a dismal waiting-place for death. It was bad
enough to have to quit, to break ties and begin a feeble life again,
to lose the sound of the tide awash at the sea-wall, but the worst
to come was not the loss of the farm. It was Marget that was the
dreadful thing to face, as they were all aware. It was the thought
of Marget with the old man in her hands that almost defeated Thomas
at the last. If only the poor old chap could have gone to somebody
else!... “Now ye’ll mind ye can come to us, Father!” Bob repeated
on the step, and Kit had simply thanked him and said no more. In
the porch, Thomas, dismal as the night, managed to drag out a few
ungracious words. “As soon as I’ve gitten things straight, Father ...
just hold on....” And Kit had said thank you quite simply for that,
too.
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