England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
And then, when he had what he wanted, he put it from him and turned
away. As soon as the battle was over, he saw at once the futility
of his success. He could think, now that he was no longer vexed and
opposed, and thinking, could find nothing else to do but draw back.
His father could have only a few years in front of him, after all,
but this was for all his own life and hers. He had his pride, in
spite of her taunt, and this was apparently where it stopped. It was
a poor bargain, as she had said, appealing angrily to his common
sense; a gift, if you could call it a gift, that wouldn’t be even
his own. And it wasn’t much of a man who bullied a woman into saying
yes, who needed so mighty a lever to get at her heart. He stood back
once again as she wept, and heard his voice sending her away, heard
himself seal his father into the mercy of Bob’s wife....
So Kit had gone to Marget’s, trustful to the end, even with his
sold-up house behind him and a shrewish face before. Thomas attended
the sale and bought in a few trifles at the old man’s wish, and when
all was over he borrowed a trap and drove him away. Kit was cheerful
and talkative throughout the drive, and they never so much as
mentioned Marget’s name. Thomas had an insane idea that they would
find his mother at the farther end, and kept seeing her waiting
for them at the door. He never forgot the journey’s real end, the
shut house full of eyes at every pane, the cold wait in the empty
street, the colder opening to let them in. Marget had met them with
silence at first, and then with a gathering flood of angry speech.
Kit’s attempt at grateful thanks had been swallowed up in it as the
channels out on the sands were swallowed by the winter wave. Thomas
waited until Marget’s breath gave out, and then went away, feeling as
though he had thrown a live thing to a cat. After that time he had
gone as seldom as his sense of duty would allow. He never failed,
however, to pay his share, and he managed to get news of the old man
from Bob. Not that Bob ever had a very great deal to say, because he
kept out of the house as much as he could. The old man was “ailing a
bit,” or “right enough,” as the case might be, but that was all. Now
it was nearly two years since Kit had gone to the unhappy place—the
place where a pair of lovers had prisoned him in.
* * * * *
Agnes, returning, found him at the mirror again, so intent that he
started when she spoke.
“Land’s sake! Why, you’re not off yet!... What’s come to you to be
gaping in yon glass?” She stared at him wonderingly, and he turned
a somewhat sheepish face. “You nobbut look at it once a week, as a
rule, and that’s when you’re donning yourself for kirk.”
“I was nobbut taking a squint at the room,” he answered in a puzzled
tone. “Glass makes it look different, I don’t know why.”
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