England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
A sense of loneliness came upon her in the sunny room, and the house
that had been so full of expectation and content grew still and
listened for old voices and called again upon its hidden ghosts. She
wished now that she had gone with Thomas to the gate, to share in the
home-coming from the first. Indeed, she started to run down the path
and through the gate, and found herself out in the meadow before she
scolded herself and returned with a laugh. This was Thomas’s father,
not hers, who was coming to-day. Her own had been dead for ever so
many years. She was only the son’s wife, and her place was to welcome
him at the door. She remembered the kettle, too, as she hurried back,
and was glad she had had the sense to turn in time. She couldn’t
help wishing, however, that she might have been there. She would
have known, in that first moment, whether her conscience might be at
ease....
Back in the kitchen, she filled the kettle and set it on the fire,
struggling with the temptation to take another peep at the room
upstairs. She argued with herself that she wanted to make sure
nothing had been missed, knowing all the while that she had been
perfectly sure for hours. It could not be long now before she ushered
the old man in, and surely she could manage to wait till then? The
room would be all the fresher if she could bring herself to wait,
would look to her something of what it looked to him.... Thomas’s
reparation was through outward things, she thought—shelter and
physical ease and a decent burying at the last; but hers was through
things more subtle, touches that eased the heart.... More than
comfort and look went to that carpet on the stairs.
She wondered, looking round, which of the changes would strike him
first. Which of the new things would catch his eye—the range, the
padded chair, the spoons, or the new pots? There was a shelf with
reading of some sort, mostly about farming, she believed; and a
gate-leg table, left her by an aunt, on which he could lay his fiddle
if he chose. In the parlour, of course, there were treasures without
price, wedding-presents and suchlike and sudden fancies at sales; but
Sunday, she thought, would be time enough for those. They would have
to be careful not to worrit the old man. The kitchen alone would be
enough for to-night—that and the other surprises up above.
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