England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
He had come to the cottage, as Thomas knew, without any bitterness
in his heart. Leaving the farm had meant the end of all things, of
course, but as long as he wasn’t bitter there was room for hope, and
he had always been able to beautify what he touched. Never once, even
in his mind, had he reproached Thomas for condemning him to this.
Thomas would have helped him, had it been possible, he felt sure. The
lads were all good lads, alive or dead, and there had never been
anything wrong between him and them. Marget made a point of telling
him very soon that Thomas could have saved him if he had liked,
but it passed Kit by like a wasp in a gale of wind. She was always
abusing Thomas and Kit’s old friends on the marsh. All the things
that were wrong about him came solely from living on the marsh.
They were a low lot down there, so Marget said, living like savages
all the week, and only at market seeing their fellow-men. They bred
wastrels and do-nowts like himself, cracked on fiddling and the like,
whom other folk had to keep in their last years. And again she would
harp on Thomas and his crime, but she never succeeded in making him
understand. Her talk about the marsh and its folk conveyed nothing
to old Kit. It was like somebody talking of a country they had never
seen.
And such a little kindness would have made him content. He was away
so much in his own mind that he did not need very much from the
folk with whom he lived. And instead of a little kindness he had
had a great deal. Women had thought for his comfort all his life,
children had always run to him before; and it took him a long time to
grasp that things were changed. He had come into the cottage with a
trustful smile, but his smile was one of the things that went first.
He never forgot that first tempest in Marget’s terrible voice, and
the hostile looks of her sly and peering brood. And yet the fact that
he could not love them had grown upon him only by degrees. He had
never lived with poverty coupled with hate, and he could not grasp
its indications for long. But he never learned to love any one of the
crowd, any more than he learned to love the chairs.
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