England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
Bob was as kind as possible when he was at home, but that was so
seldom that he did not count. Slack in everything else, he had at
least grown smart in keeping out of the way. Even Marget, who knew
the backways of truth as well as anybody on earth, could not always
discover where he lied. So he was not often at hand to come between
his father and his wife, though he stood up for the old man when he
was there. But under the roof where Marget ruled only the strongest
soul could call itself its own. Bob seemed to fade, to be far-off in
the little room with the narrow walls, where Marget towered to the
ceiling and covered the whole floor. Yet she was only a middle-sized
woman, after all, where he was six foot and broad, but a word from
her tongue was like a slap from a clout, the look in her eye was like
the dig of a pin. Her scurrying slippers, flapping at her heels, left
no calm place where her footsteps had not been.
Because there was nothing to love, something had gone out of the
old man after a while. He was polite and gentle, as he had always
been, but now he grew very quiet, as though a finger was laid on
his tongue. He did not always see what was under his nose, and when
he was spoken to he did not always hear. He looked “lost,” Marget
said, and the word was truer than she knew. Of course he had always
“mooned,” as she called it, all his life, but behind the mooning the
vital spark was plain. His mind was off on its travels, but it was
sharply alive, and when it came back it brought with it fire from
Heaven. But now there was no winged spirit behind his eyes. He lived
in his dreams, but they never came down to earth.
Thomas, in one of his rare calls, noticed the difference without
knowing what it meant. “The old man’s not as lish as he was,” he said
to himself, watching his father with a troubled frown. “Likely it’s
just he’s getting up in years.... Going that seldom I’m bound to see
a change....” But years should have meant nothing to Kit, as he was
vaguely aware. At the farm the old man would have remained a happy
child, even to the last minute of his dying bed. Thomas pushed the
worry to the back of his mind, but though he could not define the
difference, he knew the cause. It was Marget who had smothered that
long-lived spirit of youth.
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