England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
It passed, of course—all that vast and returning storm which followed
these mistakes, shaking the house like a powder-mill gone up, until
the frightened neighbours hammered at the walls. He left behind him
at last the shock and shame of that afternoon, forgetting it in the
healing of his dreams. But for a time he kept a faint affection for
the red-haired baby who had entered so passionately into his game,
and at first it seemed to be attracted to him, too. It would clutch
itself on to its feet by the help of his knee, and stand staring at
him with great, demanding eyes, as if asking him for the magic they
had made together in the street. It even tried to play the game by
itself, mopping and mowing in its trailing skirt, but the fiddle
never came to its aid, and very soon it ceased to ask. It forgot to
lift up wondering, seeking eyes, by which even the dirtiest baby may
win a heart, and became again the chief terror of the house. Always,
that is, excepting Marget herself. But then Marget’s terror was on
a plane of its own. The red-haired baby, at least, was human in its
misdeeds, but Marget was elemental, inhuman as packing ice.
And yet, even after the link with the baby had gone, a touch of
feeling for Marget stayed with Kit. He had had a glimpse of her
while it stood in the gaolers’ hands, and the game had begun to
harrow its little soul. Marget had looked as perhaps those other
mothers had looked, as mothers always look in the grip of the great
fear.... While he remembered it, he saw her with different eyes.
But even that attempt at sympathy went the way of the rest at last.
Marget was as open-handed with her smacks as she was open-mouthed
with abuse, and the red-haired baby came in for the hardest smacks
of all. He watched long enough for that glimpse to come again, but
it never did. He was one of those who make angels out of a passing
smile, and even to Marget he looked to show a wing. But the feet
of even his wandering trust had struck a blind alley at last, and,
seeing the face of her daily life, he forgot the look that had made
him drop his bow.
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