England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
than death, while the stamp of it stood so long....
When he forgot the cave he thought of their home-going in the
dawn, of lights in misty shippons and the ivory gleam of milk. The
mountains were fresh-made again, gentle as all new-born things. He
saw the folks sitting at their meals, and heard them call to each
other in the yards. He saw them dipping and clipping year by year,
or high and alone with their dogs among the drifts. He thought of
them kneeling in the little church, with Philip, Lord Wharton’s
Prayer-Books in their hands. He thought of bridals under the axe-hewn
beams, of corpse-roads over the fells, and arvel-bread....
Suddenly Bob spoke, making him start, for there had been years as
well as miles between them as they drove. “You’ll be right suited to
be back,” he said, flicking the dull horse with a listless whip. “It
was a sad pity you ever had to quit.”
Kit said “Ay, ay,” rather vaguely, for he wanted to be left alone
with his thoughts. Bob had already lost the exhilaration of setting
out, and there was no place for this drooping failure in Kit’s mind.
Besides, here on the marsh the past was so alive that voices barely
found their way to his ear. No human speech, indeed, could have the
colour and flow and flight of this epic spoken by his own soul. There
was wistfulness in his memories but they were not sad, because only
evil memories are sad. Beauty grows like a rose over every other,
even pain; perhaps especially over pain. While he walked in his
memories he was young and brave, unclogged by poverty, uncrippled by
age. And how, in any case, could he be sad, who was going at long
last to his home?
“They wanted you right off,” Bob went on. “They never give me no
peace till I’d fixed a day.”
“They’re right kind,” Kit murmured, not thinking of them at all. He
took another bite of the scone and tried to see the land around,
instead of lighted caves and valleys in the dawn. “I think a deal
o’ the spot,” he added, after a while. “I doubt I’d got too old to
change.”
“Ay, but there’s changes at the farm an’ all,” Bob said, with a note
of warning in his voice. “’Tisn’t in nature for things to stop the
same. There’s bound to be changes when different folks get hold.”
Kit said “Ay, ay,” again, and munched stolidly at the scone. Marget
had said things like that, and now she was saying them again through
Bob. But he had left Marget ever so far behind, and out on the marsh
she could not make him afraid. There couldn’t be changes in the place
where he was at peace, because permanence was the essence of all
peace. Bob should have known that, but Bob had forgotten peace. Bob,
as his shoulders dropped, had found Marget still at his back. Not
even on the marsh could Bob escape.
“’Tisn’t in nature,” Bob was saying again. “Folks is that different,
they’re bound to make things different, too.” All his sentences
seemed like tame echoes of Marget’s biting speech. “I don’t know as
it ever does for folks to gang back.”
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