England -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Farms -- Fiction; Older men -- Fiction
“Ay, well, I can nobbut try,” Kit said, sitting up and speaking with
sudden force. “As for the changes you’re making out, I reckon they
waint bite. There’s nowt can change that much in a couple o’ years,
not things as is fairly set. There’s no change on the marsh as I can
see, for all the sea’s frettin’ at it still; and danged if Jim Bell
grandmother bedstead baint mendin’ yon fence yet!”
“Marsh don’t change overmuch, but it changes, all the same. What,
they say, don’t they, as it all come out o’ the sea? Yon’s change
enough, surely, when you come to think on? And folks change a deal
faster than land and suchlike. I reckon you’ve changed yourself,
these last two years.”
They were only Marget’s words, like the rest, but just for the moment
they struck a little chill. It was likely enough that he had altered,
as they said, when you came to think what those two years had meant.
He had thought himself at the end of change when he left the farm,
except for the change that is the beginning of things. If there were
any currents left in his life’s stream, they had seemed too weak
to carry him off his feet; yet now they were stirring and lifting
him again. But if it was true that there were changes in himself,
they could only be superficial, after all. Marget’s branding-iron
could not permanently have disfigured his soul. At least he was sure
that folks going home turned again into their old selves. When they
went in at the door they forgot at once everything that had pushed
its way in between. The real things were there, as they found; the
real selves, the real souls. The rest was incidental as garments
flung away. The old feeling took them that they were looking forward
instead of back, happy because of the future instead of the past.
Yet really they were happier than they had been before, because of
the extra gladness of coming home. They would hardly know themselves
when they looked in the glass, because the faces and feelings did
not match. The place was full of things that took them back—like the
smell and feel of things, and the sun on the floor. No matter what
life had managed to do to them, it faded now. These were the real
things where their real selves had stayed. They were the same, in
spite of the years, abidingly, patiently, blessedly the same.
He was so certain about it all that he spoke even more forcibly than
he had done before. “I’d not change to the marsh if I was dead and
riz!” he said. “I’d not change to the farm if Squire offered me the
Hall. And I’d be Kit Sill and for evermore Kit Sill, if I was coming
from Heaven an’ nobbut from next door!”
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