Dreams -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Prehistoric peoples -- Fiction
We came out upon the river, but we did not know it for our river. We
had been lost so long that we had come to accept the condition of being
lost as habitual. As I look back I see clearly how our lives and
destinies are shaped by the merest chance. We did not know it was our
river—there was no way of telling; and if we had never crossed it we
would most probably have never returned to the horde; and I, the
modern, the thousand centuries yet to be born, would never have been
born.
And yet Lop-Ear and I wanted greatly to return. We had experienced
homesickness on our journey, the yearning for our own kind and land;
and often had I had recollections of the Swift One, the young female
who made soft sounds, whom it was good to be with, and who lived by
herself nobody knew where. My recollections of her were accompanied by
sensations of hunger, and these I felt when I was not hungry and when I
had just eaten.
But to come back to the river. Food was plentiful, principally berries
and succulent roots, and on the river bank we played and lingered for
days. And then the idea came to Lop-Ear. It was a visible process, the
coming of the idea. I saw it. The expression in his eyes became
plaintive and querulous, and he was greatly perturbed. Then his eyes
went muddy, as if he had lost his grip on the inchoate thought. This
was followed by the plaintive, querulous expression as the idea
persisted and he clutched it anew. He looked at me, and at the river
and the far shore. He tried to speak, but had no sounds with which to
express the idea. The result was a gibberish that made me laugh. This
angered him, and he grabbed me suddenly and threw me on my back. Of
course we fought, and in the end I chased him up a tree, where he
secured a long branch and poked me every time I tried to get at him.
And the idea had gone glimmering. I did not know, and he had forgotten.
But the next morning it awoke in him again. Perhaps it was the homing
instinct in him asserting itself that made the idea persist. At any
rate it was there, and clearer than before. He led me down to the
water, where a log had grounded in an eddy. I thought he was minded to
play, as we had played in the mouth of the slough. Nor did I change my
mind as I watched him tow up a second log from farther down the shore.
It was not until we were on the logs, side by side and holding them
together, and had paddled out into the current, that I learned his
intention. He paused to point at the far shore, and resumed his
paddling, at the same time uttering loud and encouraging cries. I
understood, and we paddled energetically. The swift current caught us,
flung us toward the south shore, but before we could make a landing
flung us back toward the north shore.
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