Before the Most Holy = $b (Coram Sanctissimo)Mary Loyola, Mother
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Before the Most Holy = $b (Coram Sanctissimo)
Mary Loyola, Mother
Lord's Supper -- Prayers and devotions -- English; Meditations
How strange it seems, O Lord! For You had been promised so long. You
had been so ardently desired by the best and noblest of our race; so
gloriously prefigured, so set forth in prophecy, as to awaken the
keenest expectation and enkindle the most glowing love. How was it,
then, that Your own received You not? How is it that even now You come
unto Your own and are not welcomed, are not wanted, are left alone, not
through the night only--that perhaps were to be expected--but through
the long day hours, with Your so-called friends, and the weary and the
heavy-laden within a stone’s throw of Your door? Ah, Lord, the outrage
and the sacrilege that mark the hatred of Your enemies are less to be
wondered at, less to be deplored, than the coldness of those You call
Your own. You are not given to complain. But when along the ages a meek
remonstrance does break upon the silence, it is always the same--the
protest wrung from You by the desertion of those You love. “_Behold
... my familiar friends also are departed from me.... My brethren have
passed by me._”[43] “_Do you now believe? Behold ... you shall
be scattered every man to his own, and shall leave Me alone._”[44]
How Your Heart felt the desolation of abandonment; how, to speak human
language, You feel it still, You made known in that cry of unrequited
love, “Behold this Heart which has so loved men and is so little loved
by them”.
* * * * *
Who would have thought that God could upbraid so tenderly, or that men
could hear such reproach without being touched and won! If not to make
great sacrifices for Him, if not to give up all, at least to go a few
steps in order to keep Him company in His loneliness, and sympathise
with Him in His sorrows--surely He might have looked for this!
Dearest Lord, one would have expected You to be in such request upon
the altar, expected that there would be crowding and crushing in Your
presence as in the days of Your earthly life; that we should be seen
flocking to You early and late, to show our appreciation of Your love,
and to pour out our troubles into Your willing ear. Where is our faith
to leave You thus deserted? “Do you believe? Behold you shall be
scattered every one to his own, and shall leave Me alone.”
* * * * *
_He came unto His own_--that is, He comes as far as He can--from
heaven to the Host, and down to the altar rails. Further He cannot
come. The rest of the way must be ours. We must meet Him there in
Holy Communion, or His loving journey to us will have been in vain.
He will not force our free will. But He does so want to come. Shall we
disappoint Him? Oh, if our own love will not draw us to Him, at least
let us have compassion on His! If we think ourselves at liberty to
deprive ourselves of our communions, surely we are not free to deprive
Him of His.
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