Before the Most Holy = $b (Coram Sanctissimo) — John Shaqi
Before the Most Holy = $b (Coram Sanctissimo)Mary Loyola, Mother
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Before the Most Holy = $b (Coram Sanctissimo)
Mary Loyola, Mother
Lord's Supper -- Prayers and devotions -- English; Meditations
Thus it was long ago; thus it is now. We have time for other
duties--for our correspondence, our shopping, our afternoon calls on
other more favoured friends. But no time for a visit to Him. Is it so
far then to the nearest church? So far that He may well accept the
distance as sufficient reason for our absence, except at times when
attendance is of obligation? Can I urge home duties and necessary
occupations, when I see who those are that can and do find time to
visit Him?
O my Lord, why these wretched subterfuges with You “the God of
truth”?[7] Why not fall at Your feet and own that it is not distance,
nor lack of leisure, nor any reasonable plea that keeps me from You,
but simply and solely _the want of love_? It is a reason I
could not give to any other friend. I should have to find some other
pretext with which to colour my neglect. But with You there need be
no dissembling. Your friendship stands alone in the perfect frankness
and confidence permissible on both sides. We may own to being cold
and half-unwilling visitors, yet we are not for that unwelcome. The
petulance, the selfishness, the waywardness of our moods that in the
very interest of other friendships call for self-restraint, may show
themselves in all their ugliness before the All-pitying, the Friend
“more friendly than a brother,”[8] whom nothing can shock, disgust,
estrange.
He wants our intercourse with Him to be perfectly free; nothing
studied, nothing strained. He desires to have us as we are, no less
than as we would be. He wants to be taken into our confidence, to be
let into the secret chambers of our souls, into which we only peep
ourselves at stated times and with half-averted glance. He would
share in the interests and troubles of the moment; be called upon for
sympathy in every event great or small that interrupts the even flow
of our home life or of our inner life; take part in every experience
whether of sorrow or of joy. The soldier off to the front, the baby
with its broken toy, the girl with her first secret, no less than the
wife, the mother, the priest, with their burdened hearts--He wants
them all. He sees us going off here and there for help, and comfort,
and counsel. He hears our feet as they hurry past His door to wear the
doorsteps of other friends, and He calls to us in those tones divine in
their tenderness of reproach: “_You will not come to Me. My people
have forsaken Me, the Fountain of living water, and have digged to
themselves cisterns, broken cisterns, that can hold no water._”[9]
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