Now, at this time I was a pure-minded youth, who had been a
chapel-goer, by compulsion 'tis true; and I thought the world was
divided into two classes--the wicked, who never went to a place of
worship, and the good, who went every Sunday at least. I had never
given it a thought what a hypocrite was, and that people would go to
church or chapel from other motives than religion. For this reason
what surprised and shocked me most at this shelter was to hear the
Salvation Army soldiers using bad language. I could hardly believe my
ears, when I heard them, even on Sunday, before and after a meeting
in which they had prayed and sung.
The bunks in this shelter were on the floor, and contained a mattress
covered with leather, and a leather quilt. This was quite sufficient
for warmth, for every man lay in his clothes, and so many men
together made the air warm and very foul. Each bunk was about six
feet long, two feet and a half wide, and six inches in height. I need
hardly say that I soon got homesick; and when I heard a couple of
sailors say that they were going to South Wales to look for a ship, I
at once offered to accompany them. Luckily for me these two sailors
were good cadgers, having often tramped across country to different
seaports, so that I was not likely to starve in their company. The
next morning, when I told them I had a silver shilling left, and
took their advice to spend it on ale and tobacco, they promised with
many oaths that I should not want for food on the road. But I only
accompanied them a little more than half-way, and then left them;
for they, having no sure prospects, were not inclined to tax their
walking strength to the utmost. My last stage was over sixty miles,
with only one stop, and that was nine miles from home. It was then
night, and I met a policeman who wanted to know where I was going.
"Home," I answered, and added the name of the town. I began to feel
a bit tired now, and sat on a bank for a few moments' rest, after
which I rose and continued my way. But I had hardly gone twenty yards
when I met a policeman again, who said: "Hallo! what are you doing
here? I thought you were going home?" "So I am," I answered, quite
bewildered. "You are going away from it," he said; "you have walked
back two miles from where I met you before." When I had sat on the
bank I must have fallen asleep, and, waking, did not know in the dark
but what I was going right. However, at that time these experiences
only made romance. The truth is that as long as the young do not
feel actual hunger, they care little for other things. And I was
very fortunate in these few weeks, for I was never forced to beg.
The two sailors not only fed me, but, when I left them, gave me as
much food as I was likely to want on my way home. It was years after,
when I began to feel literary ambition and wanted privacy, that I
experienced the horror of being mixed with thirty or forty men in a
small lodging-house kitchen.
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