Beggars on HorsebackJesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
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Beggars on Horseback
Jesse, F. Tennyson (Fryniwyd Tennyson)
Fiction; Short stories, English
The rest of the day they spent happily under the trees, and it seemed to
her that the sense of rest and peace was stronger than if it had never
been broken. Very soon came their last day together. They drove to a
deserted castle on a hill, called Castello di Luna, and as they went
Sophia turned to him.
"To-day's the last," she said, "and I'm going to make it the most
beautiful present of all to you. We'll pretend, like children. We'll
pretend there's only to-day in the world, that there are no obligations
beyond here and now, that we are happy people--we'll pretend."
He gathered her in his arms and kissed her again and again fiercely, but
not with the abandonment which had frightened her before, and her heart
turned heavy within her and she knew she loved him. They stayed till
evening in the neglected garden of the old castle, left discreetly alone
by Lucia and Amadea, the little peasant custodians who lived with a
beetle-browed mother and a score of younger children in the tower over
the gate. It was Lucia who ventured an opinion as to Sophia's baby, and
Sophia emptied her pocket-bottle of lavender water over the little
girls' blue-check handkerchiefs and told Richard to give them five
_lire_ apiece against the day when they should have babies of their own.
Then, in the quiet old garden, he and she sat and talked and were
silent, and, with her arms round him, she drew his head on to her
breast, and they played the dangerous game of saying what they would do
when they were married.
"Your baby would be sweet!" he quoted to her. "Would you dare even that
for me, Sophia?"
"Would I not?" she breathed.
"Oh, I can't give up hoping it may all become possible!" he cried at
last, but she shuddered a little. "Don't," she said, "it's building on a
grave."
But her heart ached at the sweetness of the vision. She never felt any
temptation to fling her cap over the windmill for him, partly because it
is very true that "_Les bonnes femmes n'ont pas ces tentations-là_,"
partly because of the much greater things she wanted to give--a hearth
that would always warm him, a pillow that would always rest him, and on
the hearth a cradle--and these were things that he could not come at
through a back door.
They said good-bye on the loggia in Florence, and that night he left for
Leghorn. He wrote to her in the train; and bringing her thoughts back to
the present by an effort, Sophia picked up the letter now.
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