The very sight of the postmark sent a heavy lump to his chest. If he
didn’t open it? If he dropped it into the gray ashes by accident, and
waited until Harvey had burned it in the evening? Busy with the thought,
he moved his hand up and down balancing it, weighing it. To open it
would mean the day lost, with all his work ruined. He would read it and
then flee from the close little room, searching madly all over town for
someone—anyone—who knew nothing about Minnesota or families: someone
rich and lazy and lucky and dumb; some stranger. Burn it; burn the next
one and the next and the next. Burn it.
With a despairing glance at his mountain, a farewell glance, he tore it
open and found a check for ten dollars, blotted a little and somehow
nibbled at the edges. The letter was on blue-lined paper. From the
little square sheets rose an almost visible feeling, like smoke; the
room was steeped in Teddy’s guilt. And yet it was a nice letter.
“Dear Teddy,” his mother had written, innocently enough, at the
old brown desk in the front room. “I don’t want to scold you in
this letter because I know it is hard to find time to write when
you are getting started, I thought that I would have to tell you
that your father gets worried. I tell him not to be foolish as I
am sure if anything had happened we would be notified right
away. He worries about everything these days because business is
not very good. We are very well except for a cold that has run
through the family, I hope you are taking care of yourself, I
can’t help thinking that you are too young to be so far away.
Tommy’s report from school is a little better than it has been
especially on spelling. There is not much news, the Dibbles are
having a hard time with Kenneth, I am afraid he is a wild boy.
Tommy saw him Saturday night with that girl at the drug store
and they had been drinking. I am so sorry for Mrs. Dibble, I am
sure if a son of mine acted like that it would kill your father.
He was saying this morning he could probably speak to Mr. Larsen
about your working in the store here, I tell him it is more
likely the country that is the attraction out there, the picture
you sent is very pretty. Please write even a postcard, your
father worries. I enclose something to help out, you don’t need
to mention it when you write because your father is worried
about the business.
Lovingly, your
Mother.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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