Again evening had overtaken Santa Fé before anything happened. Every
morning Blake woke with a furious desire to get out of the house and
down to town, so that he would not miss anything. He never knew what it
was that he expected, and day after day developed into the same
uneventful solar round. Nevertheless every morning brought with it a
tense expectation, a silent waiting.
Tonight he wondered fretfully why the fever was not allayed. It had been
a full day, exciting and tiring. The whole town was tired. The drums
were still beating in his ears: when he closed his eyes he tried to see
the rows of stamping people and the waving branches: but instead he kept
thinking of the crowds that filled the village _plaza_; old ladies in
felt hats sitting on the roofs, their fat legs dangling over, their fat
hands waving to other old ladies on the opposite roofs....
“Missing so much and so much,” he murmured, and felt a little revenged.
And the keen young people so greatly to be envied, who knew
everything—hatless, collar-less, sparsely bearded young men with folded
arms and languid looks; wispy, eager young women; officious, anxious,
sweating couriers in jangling silver. And the broad khaki backs of the
motor tourists. Around and between them the frantic, shocking, stunning
leaps of the ghost-men appearing through the gaps. The drumming in his
ears; he was shaken and irritated and cheated: he wanted to cry.
“But our lot crawls between dry ribs to keep its metaphysics warm.” Did
that have anything to do with it? “Always the appropriate thing.” In a
gust of fury he kicked a pebble far up the pavement, spinning and
skipping.
The waiting was not satisfied. Perhaps he was not, after all, the only
one to feel that way. The plaza, dark in the centre but lighted around
the sidewalk, was full of people looking for something. It was a small
plaza, insufficient for so many prowling people, walking round and
round.
In the shadows of the north side he found Madden, lounging on a bench
and more or less waiting for him.
“We’ll have to go to the cafe,” he said, as Blake came up. “Everything
else is jammed. I’m not hungry, are you?”
“No. I ate dust all day. Did you smell that jerked meat?”
“Oh, that. You’ll get used to that.”
They crossed the plot of grass and elbowed through the procession on the
walk. The cafe was crowded too. Only half disappointed, they loitered at
the door, peering in at the restaurant until they drew a hail from
Harvey and Gin, who had a booth.
“Come on over,” Harvey said. “Plenty of room.” Gin gathered her skirts
and edged to the wall invitingly. Blake glowered at her, representative
as she was of the whole jostling day.
“I saw you there,” she told him, “looking very fierce. I’m sorry. You
might have pitied me a little, and you didn’t. I know you didn’t: I see
it in your eye.” She smiled teasingly and he felt a little mollified.
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