“Listen. Why can’t I go away somewhere and have a private education?
Lots of people send their sons abroad with tutors. Couldn’t you do that?
Why can’t I go to a foreign country and study languages? If I studied a
language I would be learning something. Let me go to Europe or China
or——”
“That wouldn’t be possible. Not at your age.”
“What has my age got to do with it?”
“Darling, I couldn’t think of letting you go away alone.”
“But if someone should go with me?”
She stood up and gathered her letters. “Let’s not argue, dear. _I_
wouldn’t think of it. You’re too young to be that far away from your
family; the Ashton boy got into a lot of trouble in Paris and I don’t
want to see it happen to you. You won’t understand: I can’t expect you
to understand, but you must take my word for it. Hadn’t you better get
the flowers and go to the sanatorium?”
Now as he left the car in the shade of a cottonwood he reflected that it
was a good thing he hadn’t told her about Mexico. He had almost said
something about it, but she had interrupted. At any rate—he rang the
bell at the white stuccoed gate—one thing was certain: he would run
away in spite of any objection that Teddy might raise at the last
minute. He trusted Teddy to come along if it should get too hot for them
in town, but he would need a little managing to crash through promptly.
Teddy or no Teddy, however, he must get out of all this or before he
knew it he would be on the train with all his text-books packed into the
baggage-car. He thought of the new school. A horrible place most likely,
with the walls as white as the gate here, whitewashed and lined with
dreadful grinning scientific instructors, all understanding him.
Understanding him! That was the limit.
He held out the flowers to the assistant and gave the name of his
mother’s friend.
“She’s a little better,” the assistant said. “You may see her if you
care to.”
“No thanks. I—I’m too busy.” He hurried out again and climbed into the
car. The place always made him nervous, and he could not even remember
which of his mother’s sick friends was Mrs. Meriwether. He could not
face the idea of following a nurse down the corridor to find out. He was
afraid of the place; all the quiet little white rooms with windows
opening on the green patio. He had spent many hours here and there,
sitting on little straight-backed chairs while his mother visited
people. Which was Mrs. Meriwether? There was one woman who was thinner
every time they came: she always wore pink or blue voile bed-jackets and
her hands were skinny and very clean, with shining red fingernails. She
kept talking about her fingernails and her lotions and the doctors who
were in love with her. Some of the patients were in love with her too,
she said. Mary was always very gentle about her afterwards, and never
said much on the way home.
Perhaps that was Mrs. Meriwether, or perhaps she was the other one, the
jolly one with red hair whose room always smelled sickeningly of ether.
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