Belford's Magazine, Volume II, No. 8, January, 1889Various
History
Belford's Magazine, Volume II, No. 8, January, 1889
Various
United States -- Politics and government -- Periodicals
"Madame Hertrugge was white, red, and black. Her skin was white, her
cheeks and lips red, her hair, eyes, and eyebrows black. Her mouth was
beautifully formed, and firm, with a firm chin. Her eyes were rather
full, imperious, and ardent. She was overflowing with vitality. The
hand which she extended to one in greeting was soft but strong, with
long fingers. She was dressed in black, as became her recent
widowhood; but she had not the air of mourning much. She was sensuous,
voluptuous, but there was strength behind the voluptuousness. You
received from her a powerful impression of sex. Every line of her,
every movement, every look, was woman. And she made you feel that she
valued you just so far as you were man. You might be as nearly Caliban
as a man can be, but if you were a man she would consider you. You
might court her successfully with a horsewhip, but if she felt the
master in you, and were convinced that you were captivated by her, she
would accept you. It was ludicrous to think of the senile old merchant
having married such a creature. In fact, marriage, viewed in
connection with this woman, seemed an absurdity. There was nothing
holy about her, nothing reserved, nothing sacred. I don't mean that
she was not ladylike, as the phrase is. She knew the society
catechism, and practised it to a nicety, but like a clever actress,
rather than by instinct or sympathy. It was obvious that she didn't
value respectability and propriety the snap of her white fingers, save
as a means to an end; and if she were in the company of one whom she
trusted intimately, she would laugh those popular virtues to scorn
with her warm, insolent breath. As it was, all the forms and
ceremonies in the world could not disguise her. Her very dress
suggested rather than concealed what was beneath it. She was a naked
goddess--a pagan goddess--and there was no help for it. She made you
realize how powerless our nice institutions are in the presence of a
genuine, rank human temperament.
"And be it here observed that I am here writing of her as a
temperament, and nothing more. I knew nothing of her former life and
experience. I had no reason to think that her conduct has ever been
less than unexceptionable. But the facts about her were insignificant
compared with her latent possibilities. Circumstances might hitherto
have been adverse to her development; but opportunity--rosy, golden,
audacious opportunity--was all she needed. She certainly bore no signs
of satiety; she had nothing of the _blase_ air. She was thirsty for
life, and she would appreciate every draught of it. She was impatient
to begin. And, contemplating her abounding, triumphant, delicious
well-being, it seemed as if she might maintain the high-tide of
enjoyment until she was a hundred. It really inclined one to paganism
to look at her."
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