Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romanceSabatini, Rafael
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Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romance
Sabatini, Rafael
Italy -- History -- 1268-1492 -- Fiction
Bellarion would have turned another way. It had become a habit with him
whenever he espied the Countess. But the lady hailed him, consigning the
hooded falcon on her wrist into the keeping of her falconer, who with
the grooms fell back to a respectful distance as Bellarion, reluctantly
obedient, approached.
'If you're for home, Bellarion, we'll ride together.'
Uncomfortable, he murmured a gratified assent that sounded as false as
he intended that it should.
She looked at him sideways as they moved on together. She spoke of
hawking. Here was fine open country for the sport. A flight could be
followed for miles in any direction, moving almost as directly along the
ground as the birds moved in the air above. Yet sport that day had been
provokingly sluggish, and quarries had been sought in vain. It would be
the heat, she opined, which kept the birds under cover.
In silence he jogged beside her, letting her prate, until at last she
too fell silent. Then, after a spell, with a furtive sidelong glance
from under her long lashes, she asked him a question in a small voice.
'You are angry with me, Bellarion?'
He was startled, but recovered instantly. 'That were a presumption,
madonna.'
'In you it might be a condescension. You are so aloof these days. You
have avoided me as persistently as I have sought you.'
'Could I suppose you sought me?'
'You might have seen.'
'If I had not deemed it wiser not to look.'
She sighed a little. 'You make it plain that it is not in you to
forgive.'
'That does not describe me. I bear no malice to any living man or
woman.'
'But what perfection! I wonder you could bear to stray from Heaven!' It
was no more than an impulsive display of her claws. Instantly she
withdrew them. 'No, no. Dear God, I do not mean to mock at you. But
you're so cold, so placid! That is how you come to be the great soldier
men are calling you. But it will not make men love you, Bellarion.'
Bellarion smiled. 'I don't remember to have sought men's love.'
'Nor women's, eh?'
'The fathers taught me to avoid it.'
'The fathers! The fathers!' Her mockery was afoot again. 'In God's name,
why ever did you leave the fathers?'
'It was what I was asking myself when I came upon you.'
'And you found no answer when you saw me?'
'None, madonna.'
Her face whitened a little, and her breath came shorter.
'You're blunt!' she said, and uttered a little laugh that was hard and
unpleasant.
He explained himself. 'You are my Lord Facino's wife.'
'Ah!' Her expression changed again. 'I knew we should have that. But if
I were not? If I were not?' She faced him boldly, in a sudden eagerness
that he deemed piteous.
The solemnity of his countenance increased. He looked straight before
him. 'In all this idle world there is naught so idle as to consider what
we might be if it were different.'
She had no answer for a while, and they rode a little way side by side
in silence, her attendants following out of earshot.
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