Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romanceSabatini, Rafael
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Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romance
Sabatini, Rafael
Italy -- History -- 1268-1492 -- Fiction
'You'll forgive, I think, when I explain,' said she at last.
'Explain?' he asked her, mystified.
'That night in Milan ... the last time we spoke together. You thought I
used you cruelly.'
'No more cruelly than I deserve to be used in a world where it is
expected of a man that he shall be more sensible to beauty than to
honour.'
'I knew it was honour made you harsh,' she said, and reached forth a
hand to touch his own where it lay upon the pommel. 'I understood. I
understand you better than you think, Bellarion. Could I have been angry
with you then?'
'You seemed angry.'
'Seemed. That is the word. It was necessary to seem. You did not know
that Facino was behind the arras that masked the little door.'
'I hoped that you did not.'
It was like a blow between the eyes. She snatched away her hand. Brows
met over staring, glaring eyes and her nether lip was caught in sharp
white teeth.
'You knew!' she gasped at last, and her voice held all the emotions.
'The arras quivered, and there was no air. That drew my eyes, and I saw
the point of my lord's shoe protruding from the curtain's hem.'
Her face held more wickedness in that moment than he would have thought
possible to find wed with so much perfection.
'When ... When did you see? Was it before you spoke to me as you did?'
'Your thoughts do me poor credit. If I had seen in time should I have
been quite so plain and uncompromising in my words? I did not see until
after I had spoken.'
The explanation nothing mollified her. 'Almost I hoped you'd say that
the words you used, you used because you know of Facino's presence.'
After that, he thought, no tortuous vagaries of the human mind should
ever again astonish him.
'You hoped I would confess myself a bloodless coward who uses a woman as
a buckler against a husband's righteous wrath!'
As she made no answer, he continued: 'Each of us has been defrauded in
his hopes. Mine were that you did not suspect Facino's presence, and
that you spoke from a heart at last aroused to loyalty.'
It took her a moment fully to understand him. Then her face flamed
scarlet, and unshed tears of humiliation and anger blurred her vision.
But her voice, though it quivered a little, was derisive.
'You spare me nothing,' she said. 'You strip me naked in your brutal
scorn, and then fling mud upon me. I have been your friend,
Bellarion--aye, and more. But that is over now.'
'Madonna, if I have offended ...'
'Let be.' She became imperious. 'Listen now. You must not continue with
my Lord Facino because where he goes thither must I go, too.'
'You ask me to take my dismissal from his service?' He was incredulous.
'I beg it ... a favour, Bellarion. It is yourself have brought things to
the pass where I may not meet you without humiliation. And continue
daily to meet you I will not.' Her ready wicked temper flared up.
'You'll go, or else I swear ...'
'Swear nothing,' he thundered, very suddenly aroused. 'Threaten, and you
bind me to Facino hand and foot.'
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