Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romanceSabatini, Rafael
History
Bellarion the Fortunate : $b a romance
Sabatini, Rafael
Italy -- History -- 1268-1492 -- Fiction
'Robbed?' the other echoed, then smiled a pitying concern. 'My surprise
is less than yours, my son. Did I not say these woods are infested by
thieves and robbers? Had you slept less soundly you might have been
robbed of life as well. Render thanks to God, Whose grace is discernible
even in misfortune. For no evil befalls us that will not serve to show
how much greater that evil might have been. Take that for comfort ever
in adversity, my child.'
'Aye, Aye!' Bellarion displayed ill-humour, whilst his eyes abated
nothing of their suspicious glance. 'It is easy to make philosophy upon
the woes of others.'
'Child, child! What is your woe? What is the full sum of it? What have
you lost, when all is said?'
'Five ducats and a letter.' Bellarion flung the answer fiercely.
'Five ducats!' The friar spread his hands in pious remonstrance. 'And
will you blaspheme God for five ducats?'
'Blaspheme?'
'Is not your furious frame of mind a blasphemy, your anger at your loss
where there should be a devout thankfulness for all that you retain? And
you should be thankful, too, for the Providence that guided my steps
towards you in the hour of your need.'
'I should be thankful for that?' Bellarion stressed the question with
mistrust.
The friar's countenance changed. A gentle melancholy invested it.
'I read your thoughts, child, and they harbour suspicion of me. Of Me!'
he smiled. 'Why, what a madness! Should I turn thief? Should I imperil
my immortal soul for five paltry ducats? Do you not know that we little
brothers of Saint Francis live as the birds of the air, without thought
for material things, our trust entirely in God's providence? What should
I do with five ducats, or five hundred? Without a single minted coin,
with no more than my gown and my staff I might journey from here to
Jerusalem, living upon the alms that never fail us. But assurances are
not enough for minds poisoned by suspicion.' He flung wide his arms, and
stood cruciform before the youth. 'Come, child, make search upon me for
your ducats, and so assure yourself. Come!'
Bellarion flushed, and lowered his head in shame.
'There ... there is not the need,' he answered lamely. 'The gown you
wear is a full assurance. You could not be what you are and yet the
thing that for a moment I ...' He broke off. 'I beg that you'll forgive
my unworthiness, my brother.'
Slowly the friar lowered his arms. His eyes were smiling again.
'I will be merciful by not insisting.' He laid a hand, lean and long in
the fingers as an eagle's claw upon the young man's shoulder. 'Think no
more of your loss. I am here to repair it. Together we will journey. The
habit of Saint Francis is wide enough to cover both of us, and you shall
not want for anything until you reach Pavia.'
Bellarion looked at him in gratitude. 'It was Providence, indeed, that
sent you.'
'Did I not say so? And now you see it for yourself. Benedicamus Domine.'
To which Bellarion sincerely made the prescribed answer: 'Deo gratias!'
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