What is the magic of a woman's kiss and how comes it that under some
conditions the touch of her lips will stir you not at all, and under
others will kindle in your heart a flame that lasts your life-time. Till
that moment I vow I had had no love for my cousin Mary, save such as a
brother may have for his sister, between which and a lover's love is, I
take it, the difference between the light of the moon, and the light of
the sun. I had sometimes kissed her and she had submitted as not
minding. But of late she had eluded me when I had sought to salute her,
which skittishness I had put down to what was going on between her and
George. And now, unsought, she had put her arms about my neck and drawn
back my head to the warm cushion of her breast and pressed a kiss upon
my brow. And lo! love, glorious love, full grown and lusty, leaped into
the ocean of my being and ruled it thenceforth for even. And yet when I
sprung to my feet and held out my arms and would have taken Mary to my
heart, she sprung away and bade me keep my distance, and when I made to
take what she would not grant, she grew angered, so that my heart fell
and I was sick with doubts and sadness. And here, tho' little given to
preaching, I would deliver my homily anent all shams and make-believes.
Here was Mary setting my thoughts once more on a wrong tack so that I
had no choice but return to what I had taken for granted, that it was a
made up thing between her and George Mellor. And but for that belief
many things that happened might not have befallen. Then, too, after my
fight with Long Tom, my father gave me a talking to on my loose and
raffish ways, and yet the very next market day, I heard of his boasting
to all and sundry of my deeds, and the rumour thereof grew so much
beyond the simple truth that I should not have some day been surprised
to hear that I had routed a whole regiment. My mother, too, scolded me
not a little and wept over my bruised skin, but among the women folk of
our parish she bragged so much of my strength and my courage that I had
like to become a laughing stock among the men. Even little Mr. Webster,
who spoke to me at nigh an hour's length on the sinfulness of brawling
and on the Christian duty of turning, the other cheek to the smiter, did
ever after that honour me by asking the support of my arm when he
returned late home, saying no one would molest him while I was by. Only
Martha, among them all, was honest, for she made no secret of her
delight in me, loading me with praises so that 'Siah began to look at me
with an evil eye, and she insisted on giving me each day to breakfast a
double portion of porridge and piling up blankets on my bed till I was
like to be smothered.
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