Bennie Ben Cree: Being the Story of His Adventure to Southward in the Year '62
History
Bennie Ben Cree: Being the Story of His Adventure to Southward in the Year '62
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
The captain and Calhoun and the two men were laughing loudly, and, not
being able to stay angry to any purpose, I said nothing, and presently
felt more calm, but I thought I would not mind being the death of Dan
Morgan. He drew more amusement from me, and my attacking the flag of the
country, than seemed right.
There was a boy with a green jacket in the school on Willet Street once
who made it plain that he was for States' Rights. I think he did not
know what they were. And we tied a rope around him and his green jacket,
and took off the well-top in the yard, and let him down, so that he
came up very wet, we were that interested in the subject, and most of us
Whigs or Free Soilers, without knowing what these meant either. You do
not have to know what politics mean, or patriotism, or any brave words,
in order to feel strongly about them. But if anyone in Willet Street
had hinted himself able to attack the flag of his country, it would have
been bad for him.
Cavarly looked troubled, and rubbed his forehead with his hand.
“Look here, Ben. I don' like this business.”
“Make him cabin boy,” said Calhoun. “Land him with the first crew we
capture.”
“That's so. I wouldn't like to play it low on the landlord. He's a white
man, your father, Ben, hey? He ain't ve'y penet'ative, sort o' simple.
But he's hones'. My! he's hones'.”
So I became cabin boy on the _Nameless_, as they called the _Octarara_
now, having smeared out the beautifully painted name over the anchor
holes; and I was set to very common jobs, to sweep, to clean, and fetch
and carry gentlemen's meals, quite melancholy at first and disgusted
with my luck. I was possessed of a sense of being loose and anchorless
in the world. I could not feel my bearings after so great a revolution.
As if the sky and the sea were to change places, it might be
questionable in a man's mind whether it were proper to walk on his hands
or his feet. Or, if he enters a strange city with his north and south
wrong, he will not easily make friends with the compass in that place.
Yet they all seemed inclined to make it up to me with good-nature. Gerry
and Still would teach me steering, how to hold the wheel so that the
needle did not waver; to feel the good ship answer the shove of my hand
made me feel as important as the north wind. Calhoun would call me to
come where he sat in the lee of the cabin and talk with him, and while
we talked he would watch me narrowly. Cavarly seemed to have me on
his mind to trouble him, for he had taken a liking to my father--“Not
pene-t'ative, he ain't, Ben, but he's hones'.” And Dan Morgan would
bring his banjo evenings by the cabin windows, and there bellow at the
moon like a sick calf:
"This world is full o' trouble an' sin,
Don' keep me mournin' long!”
But I did not see why a fellow with red cheeks like mine should move him
so to speak of the liver complaint.
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