Bennie Ben Cree: Being the Story of His Adventure to Southward in the Year '62
History
Bennie Ben Cree: Being the Story of His Adventure to Southward in the Year '62
United States -- History -- Civil War, 1861-1865 -- Fiction
“That's it, Ben. We're going to put it to you, just how it is, don't you
see?” My uncle coughed, and beginning in an oddly stiff and formal way
told the story of the year 1838, for the most part what I knew already,
as I told him, not meaning to be impolite.
“Aye, Ben,” said he, quietly, “but I'm going on. You don't know that
your mother, for a year or more----”
“Eighteen months,” said my father, leaning forward and speaking huskily.
“Eighteen months. Well, well, a wonderful woman, your mother, but women
take trouble different ways. Some take it hard.”
I stared at them, bewildered enough, while they looked long at each
other, seeming to take comfort from it. Uncle Benson, leaning forward,
touched my father's knee.
“You and me, Tom, we most gave it up.”
And my father pulled his beard fiercely.
“Gave what up?” I cried. “What was it?”
“Aye,” said my father with a start, “we're going to put it to you, Ben.”
“Why,” said Uncle Benson softly, “'twas a shock she had, 'twas a tough
time, and you weren't a man, Tom, to see what to do.”
“No good at all,” said my father, shaking his head.
Again they fell to looking at each other, and there seemed to be no
ending of my impatience.
“Oh,” said Uncle Benson at last, “but we're not putting it to you, Ben.”
“Aye,” said my father, “we're going to put it to you.”
And my uncle went on.
“Eighteen months it was, and right you are. A moaning, trembling,
walking the floor like one as has a bad dream and no let up. Wrong,
wrong in her head, and by times very wild, Ben, and suffering terrible
with fancies; by times not knowing anyone, and always it was some one
going down with the seas clapping over him. She said the sea was
hungry and cruel, Ben, having her fancies, poor woman. She used to tell
a-whispering, how she could hear the big seas mad and raging all about
her, and at other times little waves on the beach, like a beast sipping
and licking its lips. Fancies she had very odd. And when you were born
it came back again, but only for a few weeks. And other whiles it has
been as we see now, quite right. But she would so shrink and tremble at
any speaking of the sea that we quit saying anything, as you know well,
and I hope and trust she has had no pain from that, nor looked upon salt
water, these twenty years.
“So now it's put to you, Ben, for you want to go out with me, and I'm
thinking for the matter of the war she'd be no more than other women
perhaps, but for the rest it's different. And now we've put it to you,
we'll ask what you think.” I was fumbling with my jacket, struggling not
to see how the case stood, which nevertheless seemed clear enough, and
my eyes were hot with thinking of things greater and stranger than I had
known before. “I think as you do,” I said at last, as stiff and steady
as I could make out.
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