when he saw that the very sand of the valley in which he lay consisted
of precious gems. Probably most people had some moments, oftenest
perhaps in youth, of this full-flushed, conscious happiness. And then
again most people had considerable tracts of quiet contentment, times
when their work prospered and their recreations amused. But how was
one to meet the hours when one was neither happy nor contented; when
the mind flapped wearily like a loosened sail in a calm, when there was
no savour in the banquet, when one went heavily? It was of no use then
to summon joy to one's assistance, to call spirits from the vast deep,
if they did not obey one's call. There ought, Hugh thought, to be a
reserve of sober piety and hopefulness on which one could draw in those
dark days. There were no doubt many equable and phlegmatic people who,
as the old poet said,
"Perfacile angustis tolerabant finibus aevom,"
(In narrow bounds an easy life endured).
But for those whose perceptions were keen, who lived upon joy, from the
very constitution of their nature, how were such natures--and he knew
that he was of the number--to avoid sinking into the mire of the Slough
of Despond, how were they to rejoice in the valley of humiliation?
What was to be their well in the vale of misery? How were the pools to
be filled with water?
The answer seemed to be that it could only be achieved by work, by
effort, by prayer. If one had definite work in hand, it carried one
over these languid intervals. How often had the idea of setting to
work in these listless moods seemed intolerable; yet how soon one
forgot oneself in the exercise of congenial labour! Here came in the
worth of effort, that one could force oneself to the task, commit
oneself to the punctual discharge of an unwelcome duty. And if even
that failed, then one could cast oneself into an inner region, in the
spirit of the Psalmist, when he said, "Open thy mouth wide and I will
fill it." One could fling one's prayer into the dark void, as the
sailors from a sinking ship shoot a rocket with a rope attached to the
land, and then, as they haul it in, feel with joy the rope strain
tight, and know that it has found a hold.
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