It is no part of this slender history to trace the outer life of Hugh
Neville. It must suffice to say that, by the time that he rose to the
top of the school, he appeared a wholesome, manly, dignified boy, quiet
and unobtrusive; very few suspected him of taking anything but a simple
and conventional view of the scheme of things; and indeed Hugh's view
at this time was, if not exactly conventional, at least unreflective.
It was his second time of harvest. He had gathered in, in his
childhood, a whole treasure of beautiful and delicate impressions of
nature. Now he cared little for nature, except as a quiet background
for the drama which was proceeding, and which absorbed all his
thoughts. What he was now garnering was impressions of personalities
and characters, the odd perversities that often surprisingly revealed
themselves, the strange generosities and noblenesses that sometimes
made themselves felt. But an English public school is hardly a place
where these larger and finer qualities reveal themselves, though they
are indeed often there. The whole atmosphere is one of decorum,
authority, subordination. Introspection is disregarded and even
suppressed. To be active, good-humoured, sensible, is the supreme
development. Hugh indeed got nothing but good out of his school-days;
the simple code of the place gave him balance and width of view, and
the conventionality which is the danger of these institutions never
soaked into his mind; convention was indeed for him like a suit of
bright polished armour, in which he moved about like a youthful knight.
He left school curiously immature in many ways. He had _savoir faire_
enough and mild literary interests, but of hard intellectual robustness
he had nothing. The studies of the place were indeed not of a nature
to encourage it. The most successful boys were graceful triflers with
ancient literatures; to write a polished and vapid poem of Latin verse
was Hugh's highest accomplishment, and he possessed the power of
reading, with moderate facility, both Latin and Greek; add to this a
slender knowledge of ancient history, a slight savour of mathematics,
and a few vague conceptions of science; such was the dainty
intellectual equipment with which he prepared to do battle with the
great world. But for all that he knew something of the art of dealing
with men. He had learnt to obey and to command, to be deferential to
authority and to exact due obedience, and he had too a priceless
treasure of friendship, of generous emotion, untinged with
sentimentality, that threw a golden light back upon the tall elms, the
ancient towers, the swiftly-running stream. It was to come back to him
in later years, in reveries both bitter and sweet, how inexpressibly
dear the place had been to him; indeed when he left his school, it had
simply transmuted itself into his home,--the Rectory, with its trees
and walks, its narrower circle of interests, having faded quite into
the background.
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