Then she lay absolutely motionless, till suddenly there struck on her ear
the distant sound of heavy steps. They roused her like a goad. She
dragged herself to her feet, shut the box, had just time to throw it into
the cupboard and lock the door, when she heard her husband walk into the
kitchen. She crept into her own room, threw herself on the bed, and
wrapped her head and eyes in an old shawl, shivering so that the
mattresses shook.
"Bessie, where are yer?"
She did not answer. He made a sound of astonishment, and, finding no
candle, took the lamp and mounted the stairs. They were covered with
traces of muddy snow, and at the top he stooped to examine a spot upon
the boards. It was blood; and his heart thumped in his breast.
"Bessie, whatever is the matter?"
For by this time he had perceived her on the bed. He put down the lamp
and came to the bedside to look at her.
"I've 'ad a fall," she said, faintly. "I tripped up over my skirt as I
wor comin' up to look at Arthur. My head's all bleedin'. Get me some
water from over there."
His countenance fell sadly. But he got the water, exclaiming when he saw
the wound.
He bathed it clumsily, then tied a bit of rag round it, and made her head
easy with the pillow. She did not speak, and he sat on beside her,
looking at her pale face, and torn, as the silent minutes passed, between
conflicting impulses. He had just passed an hour listening to a good
man's plain narrative of a life spent for Christ, amid fever-swamps, and
human beings more deadly still. The vicar's friend was a missionary
bishop, and a High Churchman; Isaac, as a staunch Dissenter by conviction
and inheritance, thought ill both of bishops and Ritualists.
Nevertheless, he had been touched; he had been fired. Deep, though often
perplexed, instincts in his own heart had responded to the spiritual
passion of the speaker. The religious atmosphere had stolen about him,
melting and subduing.
And the first effect of it had been to quicken suddenly his domestic
conscience; to make him think painfully of Bessie and the children as he
climbed the hill. Was his wife going the way of his son? And he,
sitting day after day like a dumb dog, instead of striving with her!
He made up his mind hurriedly. "Bessie," he said, stooping to her and
speaking in a strange voice, "Bessie, had yer been to Dawson's?"
Dawson was the landlord of the Spotted Deer.
Bessie was long in answering. At last she said, almost inaudibly--
"Yes."
She fully understood what he had meant by the question, and she wondered
whether he would fall into one of his rages and beat her.
Instead, his hand sought clumsily for hers.
"Bessie, yer shouldn't; yer mustn't do it no more; it'll make a bad woman
of yer. I know as I'm not good to live with; I don't make things
pleasant to yer; but I've been thinkin'; I'll try if yo'll try."
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