The storm of the night was over, and already a milder breeze was
beginning to melt the newly-fallen snow. The sun was striking
cheerfully from the hill behind him upon the glistening surfaces of the
distant fields; the old labourer felt a hint of spring in the air. It
brought with it a hundred vague associations, and filled him with a
boundless despair. What would become of him now--penniless and old and
feeble? The horror of Bessie's death no longer stood between him and
his own pain, and would soon even cease to protect her from his hatred.
Mary Anne came back along the lane, carrying a jug and a loaf. Her
little face was all blanched and drawn with weariness, yet, when she
saw him, her look kindled. She ran up to him.
"What did yer come down for, John? I'd ha' taken yer yer breakfast in
yer bed."
He looked at her, then at the food. His eyes filled with tears.
"I can't pay yer for it," he said, pointing with his stick. "I can't
pay yer for it."
Mary Anne led him in, scolding and coaxing him with her gentle,
trembling voice. She made him sit down while she blew up the fire; she
fed and tended him. When she had forced him to eat something, she came
behind him and laid her hand on his shoulder.
"John," she said, clearing her throat. "John, yer shan't want while
I'm livin'. I promised Eliza I wouldn't forget yer, and I won't. I
can work yet--there's plenty o' people want me to work for 'em--an'
maybe, when yer get over this, you'll work a bit too now and again.
We'll hold together, John--anyways. While I live and keep my 'elth yer
shan't want. An' yer'll forgive Bessie"--she broke into sudden
sobbing. "Oh! I'll never 'ear a crule word about Bessie in my 'ouse,
_never_!"
John put his arms on the table and hid his face upon them. He could
not speak of forgiveness, nor could he thank her for her promise. His
chief feeling was an intense wish to sleep; but, as Mary Anne dried her
tears and began to go about her household work, the sound of her step,
the sense of her loving presence near him, began, for the first time,
to relax the aching grip upon his heart. He had always been weak and
dependent, in spite of his thrift and his money. He would be far more
weak and dependent now and henceforward. But again, he had found a
woman's tenderness to lean upon, and, as she ministered to him--this
humble, shrinking creature he had once so cordially despised--the first
drop of balm fell upon his sore.
Meanwhile, in another cottage a few yards away, Mr. Drew was wrestling
with Isaac. In his own opinion, he met with small success. The man
who had refused his wife mercy shrank, with a kind of horror, from
talking of the Divine mercy. Isaac Costrell's was a strange and
groping soul. But those misjudged him who called him a hypocrite.
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