On the table lay a handful of violets, picked short off at the
blossoms. Almost unconsciously, as it seemed, her thoughts far away,
she began toying with them, and fell insensibly into the French
schoolgirls' play, telling off the flowers. "M'aime-t-il?" was the
first momentous question; and then the pastime, a blossom being told
off with every answer. "Oui. Non. Un peu. Beaucoup. Pas du tout.
Passionnément." And so the round went on, until the last violet was
reached. It came, as chance had it, with the last word, and she, in an
access of rapture, her soft cheeks glowing, her sweet lips parting,
caught up the flower and pressed it to her lips.
"Il m'aime passionnément!"
Ah, foolish girl! The oracle seemed as true as if it had come direct
from heaven. But can we not remember the ecstasy such necromancy once
brought to ourselves!
With her blushes deepening as she woke, startling, into reality; with
a smile at her own folly; with a sense of maidenly shame for indulging
in the pastime, she pushed the violets together, threaded a needleful
of green floss silk, and went on soberly with her work. A few minutes,
and then either eye or ear was attracted by something ever so far off,
and she sat quite still. Quite still outwardly; but oh! the sudden
emotion that rose like a lightning flash within! and she knew the
footsteps. Every vein was tingling; every pulse throbbing; the pink on
her cheeks deepened; the life blood of her heart rushed wildly on, and
she pressed her hand upon her bosom to still it.
He was passing on from Dr. Rane's to the other house, when he caught a
glimpse of her dress through the trees, and turned aside. Nothing
could have been quieter or more undemonstrative than the meeting; and
yet a shrewd observer, skilled in secrets, had not failed to read the
truth--that both alike loved. Captain Bohun went up, calm as befitted
a well-bred man: shaking hands after the fashion of society, and
apparently with as little interest: but on his face the flush also
shone with all its tell-tale vividness; the hand that touched hers
thrilled almost to pain. She had risen to receive him: as calm
outwardly as he, but her senses were in wild confusion.
She began to go on with her work again in a hurried, trembling sort of
fashion when he sat down. The day, for her, had turned to Eden; all
things seemed to discourse sweet music.
True love--passionate, pure love--is not fluent of speech, whatever
the world may say, or poets teach. Dr. Rane and Miss North thought
they loved each other: and so they did, after a sensible, sober
manner: they could have conversed with mutual fluency for ever and a
day; but their love was not _this_ love. It is the custom of modern
writers to ignore it: the prevailing fashion is to be matter-of-fact;
realistic; people don't talk of love now, and of course don't feel it:
the capacity for it has died out; habits have changed. It is false
sophistry. We cannot put off human nature as we do a garment.
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