American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Susie’s mother had died while she was in college, and her father,
in the year she was graduated. As he had chosen a good name rather
than great riches, Susie had found it necessary to adjust herself
to conditions, which she did by taking the library course at Witter
Institute. In Syracuse, where Susan was born, old friends of the family
had said how fortunate it was that her education made library work
possible for her. And, though this was true, Susie resented their tone
of condescension. In its various implications it dismissed her from the
world to which she had been accustomed to another and very different
sphere. It meant that if she became an attendant in the Syracuse
Library she would assist at no more teas, and that gradually she
would be forgotten in the compilations of lists of eligibles for such
functions as illuminate the social horizon of Syracuse.
Whereupon, being a duly accredited librarian, entitled to consideration
as such wherever book warehouses exist, Susan decided to try her
luck in a strange land, where hours from nine to six would be less
heart-breaking than in a town where every one would say how brave Susie
was, or how shameful it was that her father had not at least kept up
his life insurance.
The archives of Denver, Omaha and Indianapolis beckoned. She chose
Indianapolis as being nearer the ocean.
In her changes of status and habitat the thing that hurt Susan most was
the fact that the transition fixed her, apparently for all time, among
the Susans. She had been named Susan for an aunt with money, but the
money had gone to foreign missions when Susie was six. In college she
had always been Susie to those who did not call her Miss Parker. Her
introduction to the library in the Hoosier capital was, of course, as
Miss Parker; but she saw Miss Susan looming darkly ahead of her. She
visualized herself down the gray vistas, preyed upon daily by harassed
women in search of easy catercorners to club papers, who would ask at
the counter for Miss Susan. And she resented, with all the strength of
her healthy young soul, the thought of being Miss Susan.
Just why Sue and Susie express various shades of character and personal
atmosphere not hinted in the least by Susan pertains to the psychology
of names, and is not for this writing. Susie was a small human package
with a great deal of yellow hair, big blue eyes, an absurdly small
mouth and a determined little nose. As a child and throughout her
college years she had been frolicsome and prankish. Her intimates had
rejected Sue as an inappropriate diminutive for her. Sue and Susie are
not interchangeable. Sue may be applied to tall, dark girls; but no
one can imagine a Susie as tall or dark. In college the girls had by
unanimous consent called her Susie, with an affectionate lingering upon
the second syllable and a prolongation of the “e.”
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