After a couthie crack, which, in spite of my preoccupation, I enjoyed, I
said good-bye and walked out of the bank, only to fall a ready prey to
the blandishments of Douglas the barber, who inveigled me into his
back-yard to see a cavie of Wyandotte chickens of which, as
prize-winners, he had great expectations. Then, in his draughty lobby, I
had to listen to an account of his first and only interview with Thomas
Carlyle at Holmhill, of his photographing the Chelsea seer and
'snoddin'' his hair; also to a résumé of a lecture on the Ruthwell Cross
he had heard delivered by our fellow-villager, Dr Hewison, which pleased
him, as he said, 'doon to the nines.' On reaching home I found, to my
great disappointment, that Dr Grierson had called and had gone away. I
wanted particularly to see the doctor, as I felt he should know that I
had taken his advice and unburdened my mind to the lady of my dream.
When Betty came in to lay the table for my homely midday meal I noticed
she was not quite herself, and that there was something unusual
disquieting her mind. As I have said, I always allow her to unburden
herself to me in her own way and at her own sweet will; but somehow I
intuitively felt that in the present circumstances my rule should not
apply.
As she moved silently out and in I watched her closely, and when she had
finished and drawn out my chair from the table I put my hand on her
shoulder. 'Betty,' I said, 'there is a sadness in your eyes to-day I
have never noticed before. Is there anything worrying you?'
She looked up at me for a moment; then, putting her arms round my neck,
she began to cry, quietly but emotionally. 'Oh, it's Nathan, puir falla,
an' I'm sairly putten aboot,' she said between her sobs. 'It strikes me
he's no' in a very guid wey; an', oh Weelum! if--if ocht tak's Nathan I
dinna want to live.'
It was the first time for years she had, unasked, called me 'Weelum'
without the prefix, and the old familiar way she pronounced it touched a
chord in my heart.
I let her have her cry out, and then I did my best to allay her fears.
She sat down on my chair, and I drew in another and sat down beside her.
'Nathan's not very well, Betty,' I said; 'but he's always been a healthy
enough man, not given to complaining and lying about, and you know
you're so accustomed to see him strong and robust that you are apt to
exaggerate anything which prostrates him and keeps him in bed. The
doctor's not concerned about him to-day, is he?'
'I--I dinna ken for certain. He didna say so to me, but I imagined he
looked that wey,' she said. 'Mebbe I read his face wrang. I'm trustin' I
did, but--but I see for mysel' that Nathan's far frae weel.'
'Yes, Betty, we all know that; but I'm sure there's nothing serious.
He's got a bad cold, a very bad chill, the doctor tells me; but with a
good rest in bed and careful nursing he'll soon be up and about again.'
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