Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Family -- England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"It feels very--nice! I have only one trouble in life, and that is that
I am too happy. Yes, seriously, it does trouble me! It's so difficult
not to grow selfish when one is always petted, and praised, and
considered first of all. I want to be of some use in the world. My
husband says I am of use to him, and of course that's my first duty, but
it's not enough. When I was married a dear old lady wrote me a letter,
and said that marriage often became `the selfishness of two,' and I do
feel that it is true. It's no credit to be good to someone who is
dearer than yourself, and giving a few subscriptions is no credit either
when you are rich; it was a very different matter when you scraped them
out of your dress allowance. I've thought over heaps of things that I
could do, and at last I've decided--sit down, and I'll tell you all
about it! This is the comfiest chair. It's so nice getting to know you
first, because you can help. Ages ago I read a story by Sir Walter
Besant, _Katherine Regina_ was the name, I think. I forget what it was
about, and all about it, except that one character was a poor governess
living in a dreary London `Home,' knowing nobody, and having absolutely
nowhere to go in her leisure hours, because of course she could not
afford entertainments. One day she had a desperately miserable fit, and
said to one of her companions--I always remembered those words--`Is
there no woman in all the length and breadth of this great city who has
a thought for us, or who cares enough for us to open the house to us for
a few hours a week?' I made up my mind then and there, that if I ever
lived in a city and had a home of my own, I would share it with homeless
people. I asked my husband if I might have an `At Home' every Saturday
afternoon, and he said I could ask everyone I liked, so long as I did
not expect him to put in an appearance. So!"--she clasped her hands
excitedly, and her eyes flashed--"this very week I drove round to three
separate Governesses' Homes and left cards of invitation--`Mrs Gervase
Vanburgh will be at home every Saturday afternoon between November 12
and December 20 from three to seven o'clock, and will be pleased to see
any ladies who may care to call upon her.' What do you think of that
for a start?"
Betty stared in amazement. "Governesses! Three Homes! Three to seven!
How _dreadful_! What will you do with them?"
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