Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Family -- England -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"No, it is not, and therefore when thoughts become unbearable--"
He stopped short, and Betty felt a thrill of foreboding. The strange
silence, followed by the hopeless bitterness in the stranger's voice,
seemed to bespeak some trouble of overwhelming magnitude, and, viewed in
that light, his last words admitted of only one conclusion. Life had
become unbearable, and therefore he had decided to end it. Hitherto
Betty had carelessly classed all suicides as mad; but this man was not
mad; he was, on the contrary, remarkably sane and quiet in manner! He
was only so hopelessly, helplessly miserable that it did not seem
possible to endure another day's existence. Betty thrilled with a
strange new feeling of awe and responsibility. The hidden strength of
her nature, which had come to her as the result of being brought up to
womanhood in a household dedicated to God and His Christ, broke through
the veneer of youthful folly, and came triumphantly to the surface.
Her nervous fear dropped from her like a mantle, and she was possessed
by a burning longing to comfort and save. In the midst of the fog and
darkness God had sent to her a great opportunity. She rose to it with a
dignity which seemed to set the restless, self-centred Betty of an hour
ago years behind. Her fingers tightened on the stranger's arm; she
spoke in firm, quiet tones.
"I can guess what you mean! Forgive me for teasing you with my silly
questions when you are in such trouble. Do you think you could tell me
what it is? It seems a strange thing to ask, but I am no real person
to-night. I am just a shadow that has come out of the fog. I have not
even a face or a name. You might speak to me as safely as to the air
itself, and it might be a relief to put it into words. It is so
sometimes when one is in trouble."
There was a moment's silence, then--
"Thank you," he said in a softened voice. "It's kind of you to think of
it. You might have condemned me at once, as not fit to speak to a girl
like you. You are only a girl, aren't you? Your voice sounds very
young."
"Yes, only eighteen--nearly eighteen. But my father is a doctor, so I
am always being brought near to sad things, and sometimes I feel quite
old. I think I could understand if you told me your trouble."
"Suppose it was not so much sorrow as sin? What then? What can you at
eighteen--`nearly eighteen'--know of that? You could not understand if
I did speak."
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