Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselvesSorabji, Cornelia
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Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves
Sorabji, Cornelia
India -- Social conditions; Women -- India
But worst of all was the manner of cursing parallel to mine. There were
at the moment great hopes of an heir to the Estate: the birth of a son
would settle many political and domestic quarrels. The Priests chose
the moment when the Mother’s mind would be most open to suggestion, and
cursed the thing that was to be! and it died.
So I have known another happening. A widow of fifteen had promised her
Priest, at his desire, ornaments of a certain value for the Festival
of Durga Pooja. But her Trustees did not sanction the expenditure.
The Priest cursed her. She had two children--the youngest girl just
eighteen months in age. The Priest was explicit in his curse--the Baby
would die. I found my widow in an agony of grief. The child was her
boy husband’s last gift to her: and it was dying of pneumonia.... It
was touch and go, but medical skill saved the little life, only the
Mother’s firm belief is that not science but the reconsidered decision
of the Trustees, setting free her priest gifts, worked the cure.
And here I would mention one important article of belief in the Zenana.
It is that not only a man himself but that which he owns or loves or
values may be affected by magic. “So-and-so has put a curse upon your
cattle,” will be a message followed by mysterious deaths, not to be
accounted for by poison. The form of the message varies--it may be
sent in words, it may be sent like the thigh bone or the mustard, in
kind--that is of small moment, the result is always the same.
My Wisest of the Wise, asked for explanation, is politely full of
wonder that I should wish for explanation of such things. “Is it
possible that I doubt? If these things were capable of understanding
would they be worth a thought? Is not the supernatural of necessity
beyond reason? Would you plough the stars with bullocks? Has anything
any existence at all, except in our belief? All we are or seem is a
dream. Those who doubt and argue would seek to dream waking; and they
lose so all the pleasing restfulness of sleep.”
Then musingly, she turned to me with her rare smile. “Once, I also
doubted. I was then of few years, and the questionings which belong
to the changing part of me were many. I was in Benares, and I said
to a holy man there, who is of one fellowship with me: ‘This
thing--cursing--is of the evil one. Do not practise it. Besides I
do not believe you can curse. I believe it is only magic, like the
gypsy folk do use. And he: ‘Nay, Mother, I do it in the name of the
Writings--try me.’ And I wished to test this thing, but because I had
said it was wrong, I could not then consent. Yet on the third day I
said: ‘Well, if you can work a curse in a good cause.... I will be
witness.’
“The Gods sent the occasion. A poor man, threader of flowers for the
neck of a sacred bull in a rich man’s temple, came to me the next
day. He and his family were starving. The rich man had out of caprice
dismissed them. My holy man turned to me.
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