Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselvesSorabji, Cornelia
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Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves
Sorabji, Cornelia
India -- Social conditions; Women -- India
She is extraordinary in her dealings with people, so quick to discern
true from false; so fearless in her denunciation of hypocrisy, withal
that she is never aught but courteous. I love sitting beside her
when pilgrims come, pilgrims from all parts of India who fall at her
feet and pass on to other shrines, or linger in the outer courtyard
on the chance of a word; the meaning of a text, some family or caste
difficulty, advice as to the moment’s physical or worldly need, all
are brought to her; for she shuts out nothing, and is a dear _shrewd_
Saint about business other than her own. I have known her wave off a
pilgrim--“She would not insult her feet” was the reason given. She
seemed to gather all that mattered about this type of person in a
single glance. To one who came in curiosity pure and simple, though he
pretended interest in some Sanskrit text, she said, quietly looking
him in the eyes while he fumbled over his unveracities: “No! you
shall not hear whence I came, nor anything about me.” But to another
more sincere, though equally curious, she said--he had spoken no
question--“I come from a land where women ride and men wage war.”
In 1857 she was already a famous Sanskritist, so powerful that her
influence, purely religious, was mistaken for political. She was
suspected of collusion with Khande Rao Peishwa, and a guard of soldiers
was stationed round her cell and Temple. When the country settled down,
she wandered to the different places of pilgrimage all over India,
meditating and buying merit. Everywhere had she been, everywhere that
is holy, and as an old woman, eyes dim with prayer, throat drawn with
fasting, she has settled in Bengal and devotes herself to the religious
education of her community. “I have spent a lifetime in prayer: now I
am ready to work,” she explains. But the praying is not over.
From 5 to 9 of a morning, she shuts herself away in her House of Gods,
and no one dare disturb her. Here in India, where shrines are many, and
there is no false shame about entering and praying--doors wide--nay,
where the Godling sits by the wayside, and where it is a common thing
to see a woman stand on a highway, head against some outer wall of a
Temple--the moment’s contact a prayer, or bowing to the Earth on some
crowded pavement--it is curious that not one of her devotees or friends
has any knowledge of what is within her House of Gods--whether it is
empty or has the whole panthology. Yet all alike--alien in faith,
disciple, or visiting devotee--have seen her face as she leaves that
house after her communings with eternity; and well--is there not a
story of the Mount of Transfiguration?
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