Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves — John Shaqi
Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselvesSorabji, Cornelia
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Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves
Sorabji, Cornelia
India -- Social conditions; Women -- India
And her story? full of humour and pathos. She and a younger Brother,
orphaned early in life, were left to the care of an Uncle. The property
was the Brother’s with reversion to herself. The Brother died while
still a child; helped out of life, she conceived when old enough to
understand these things, and the property was hers and she bride-elect
to her cousin. She had loved her Brother passionately--Oh! you saw
that, in her eyes and in the picture she left with you of her attempts
to push Death away from the threshold. “Stroke the brindled cow,” was
the last prescription of the old Priestess, who sat in the near-by
forest: and the child brought in the old cow to the neglected bedside.
Then, in a frenzy, she ran to the old Priestess: “Cut off my hair”--she
was but ten years old--“and initiate me. It will, maybe, please
the Gods, and spare the life.” And the Priestess, alleged seller of
God-favours, initiated the child, being not unaware of her position and
prospects.
But when the beloved Brother died, and the Uncle sought to recover the
child, she refused to come, nor could she now as initiated Priestess be
bride to the cousin. So a bribe to the opium eater procured silence,
and the disciple her freedom.
It was a wandering life--now grove, now cave, now hill
camping-ground--the little Priestess sitting over the opium fire, her
head on a prayer-stick, meditating--her instructress raking in the
offerings. A prayer-stick is shaped so--T: and the head lies on the arm
stretched across the bar, while the fumes of the opium fire produce
drowsiness. But the life of prayer and meditation, in the name of her
Brother, became very real to the Baby Priestess: and as she grew, and
her Old-Woman-Guru used her to attract devotees to the Shrine, there
was many a tussle between righteousness and unrighteousness, till
policy suggested the Child’s sanctity as the more lasting bait.
She must have been about twenty when they made the pilgrimage to Nasik;
and here the old woman met her own one-time Guru, and he claimed the
prayer-stick of the beautiful grand-disciple as a talisman. Perhaps
he claimed more, we were not told; but the rupture on refusal brought
her to that wayside throwing of herself on the mercy of a stranger....
She was wonderfully adaptive to the demands of civilization, cast away
her opium pipe, and even struggled bravely with forgotten memories of
reading and writing; but she loved best to sit huddled up in the dusk
and tell stories of her wanderings. What stories they were!
“In every house a Father, in every house a Mother”--a great phrase with
her; and soon, the wander spirit proved too much for her. The road
called her, and she went--comet-like. This was many years ago; but I
still hope to come upon the copper-headed owner of the prayer-stick.
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