Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselvesSorabji, Cornelia
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Between the twilights : $b Being studies of Indian women by one of themselves
Sorabji, Cornelia
India -- Social conditions; Women -- India
It was a spacious roof-terrace--large even for the house of a King:
for an earthquake had destroyed almost an entire story, and no one had
troubled to do more through the years that followed than move away the
_débris_.
So the Zenana had a whole wing of open spaces at the top of the
landing, and here it was that we sat, under a sky that was like a pink
opal, while the swallows and the yellow-beaked _mainas_, and crows,
flew overhead to roost. Bats there were too--“devil’s mice”--flapping
the sleep out of their wings: and now, a red-brown throated, red-brown
coated _brahmini-kite_, to whom the women made prayerful salutation. A
kingfisher had just flashed past, bright as the sea at noonday, bright
even in that darkening light, and knowing the reverence of the Rajputni
for the kingfisher, I thought the gentle courtesy his.
It was _Nanni-Ma_, Baby’s Grandmother, she who had the face of victory
over death, who explained. “_Kali Ma_ chose once to take that form,”
she said, inclining her head towards the red-brown one. A sudden swoop
brought him almost within reach of the baby plaything and those lonely
widow-women, and with terror in loving eyes the child was clasped
close. Who shall tell what mixture of dread was in their hearts? dread
of the big bird’s talons and dread of _Kali_ the Destroyer, to whom if
she wanted a life, that one life which was theirs, it must be yielded,
cost what it might.... But the love which was the parent and the
offspring of that terror was spilling out of their eyes as they handed
the child each to each--first Mother clasping him, and then Big-Mother,
while the white-sheeted waiting-women huddled on their haunches, cloth
drawn beseemingly over mouth, gurgled “Hi! hi!” wagging their heads,
and swaying with sympathy. It is unique, the attitude of a Hindu widow
to her baby, unique in its beauty even among baby lovers. For the child
represents more to these lonely ones than just a soft lovesome bit of
flesh and laughter, of pretty pursed lips and rounded limbs, and great
mop of soft black hair; more too than the gift of him they love. It is
now in itself their passport to heaven, their token of the visit of God
to the world: it is to be, presently, the saviour of those who have
been closest to them in life--husband, father....
“One small flicker in the lantern of the body--should any put out this
light, who will relight it? For us, not even the Creator himself, in
this life, not even the Creator....”
And the home of Love was the eyes of those two women as they passed the
boy back and forth between them; and the home of tears was their heart.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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